Posted on February 19, 2025
© The 11:11 Progress Group.
Faith is just curiosity tinged with hope — Thought Adjuster.
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On 17 December 2024, came the new details about the latest Co-Creators and Galacom Committee’s decisions on further Earth’s developments, which scenario for our planet and humanity will be carried out, and who is responsible for what (see – Decisions, Part 1, DNI, 15 December 2024). As it turned out, these are completely different scripts that write and implement different Higher Entities. The screenplay for humanity is created by ones, approved by others, and implemented by thirds.
In the past, Gaia was among those who endorsed of scripts, but didn’t have the right to make independent decisions and fulfill them. Now, only she and Al-Terra-Gaia have been given exclusive authority to do so. All others can act solely as consultants. Why was it different before?
The former planetary Logos was filled not only with aspects of Gaia, but also the former Black Co-Creator of the Local Universe, his then dipole World Mother Sophia, their son Yaltabaoth and other Light, Dark and Gray entities. That is why, the Earth’s Logos and Gaia couldn’t make decisions on the scenario of the planet’s evolution.
Today, after the appearance of the new 14D Logos, Al-Terra-Gaia, the situation has changed dramatically. These two Higher Entities have received exclusive rights to develop of terrestrial script and its performing, but not of human civilization, which remained of the Absolutes and Co-Creators’ prerogative and responsibility. But both “play-scripts” are aligned and sync.
From now on, on Earth, mainly Al-Terra-Gaia would face the challenge of opposing decision-making center that NAAs head and execute own script for our planet and us. And it won’t be easy to change this situation and the System, because we are flesh, blood and strength of the latter, and not even imagine our existence without it. We are its principal pillar and backbone by every our breath and wish, thought and comment, endeavor and decision. We are its masterpiece.
Bent, broken and completely subjugated by the System, we are looking for happiness only for ourselves, but will never build it, because each always searches outside for the means for this, and they are quickly exhausted. Happiness can only be shared, and as a desire to come from within, not ab extra. We don’t understand and refuse to take that, and this is the greatest achievement of the System and its division law.
The System continuously unjoints and atomizes us, at all levels and in everything. Using our tacit consent, it successfully immerses our consciousness in an impenetrable cocoon of separate existence, blocking and erasing the awareness that humanity is a single organism, an extension of the Absolute and the Source in the physical world. Everything coming from the System is aimed at destruction, schism and pitting, so that each of us is busy only with ourselves beloved and our problems.
Our endless desires are generated not by the Soul, but by the body and ego. Knowing this very well, the System fulfills them, but only for a fee, and we have to pay with the most valuable thing we have, our life force. To satisfy unlimited wishes, we spend a huge amount of mental energy, which is necessary for our right hemisphere of the brain, through which we are connected to One. And it depends solely on our free will, choice freedom and decisions, with what and by whom we fill our inner world.
For thousands of years, the NAA has been perfecting the System in order to evoke in us more and more new needs that can be met for money and other comeback. Money is always a high-priority. It concentrates and helps NAA and Darks to size the most precious asset – an enormous volume of our psychic energy. That is why they hooked us on insatiable urge to possess wealth, which fully removed the Source from our Soul and consciousness.
This bias towards the brain left hemisphere, controlled by the ego, has turned us into weak-willed and obedient zombies. We can no longer be satisfied with enough. We need more and more, and there is no end in sight. This is how we make selves, backed by the System and its MSM, the fashion and entertainment industry, advertising and the coveted Vogue world of glamour, prestige and status, stimulating us to dream about them all our lives.
We have forgotten why we came to this world, aggressive, vindictive and cruel. Having turned into an insatiable consumer of things, entertainments, games and bets, gambling and profiteering, we are trying to drown out pain and loneliness, to shield selves from destructive external influences. But it does not come from there, but from our own depths and desire to get away from reality. This is how we extinguish an inexhaustible and most powerful spring of power – the Source’s Spark in our Soul.
The instinct of self-preservation is natural, and inherent in all living things. But in us it’s perverted by the ego, which generates a lot of fears in our consciousness. The ego serves as both a refuge and a prison. Inside it, we are calm and comfortable, but our heart is tightly isolated in cage from the rest of the world and the awareness of the scale and speed of its transformation. Our perverted taking and distorted decisions are also a System’s highest achievement.
By masterfully manipulating our ego, free will and choice freedom, the System went further, herding and locking us in many ghettos – nationalities, States, various faiths, classes, parties, movements, communities, etc. Completely identifying ourselves with them, we build new insulating walls and boundaries with our own decisions and hands. But inside “gutta” we face the same conflicts and wars, poverty and greed, avarice and corruption, the cult of profit and power.
The System is not only and not so much an infrastructure. It is a giant energy being, alive and super intelligent, invisible and ubiquitous globally. It was created 70 thousand years ago, during the war of the Third Atlantis and its NAA, Dracos and Repts inspirers, against Hyperborea (see – On The Way To The 5TH Race, Part 3, DNI, 18 October 2020) that never stopped and again is at the height today.
That egregore accumulated and bears the fierce hate, aggressiveness, egoism and power thirst of Atlantis’ Black Priests, their zealots and inheritors. In subsequent eras, other similar field creatures joined its core, producing a huge pyramid on the Subtle Plane. On surface, it manifests as a global power structure that trapped the dirtiest collective thought forms of dehumanized elites and their genetic hybrids (see – Clones, DNI, 11 October 2024).
On the body of Earth and the Local Universe, this field pyramid is a cancerous tumor. It lives only by constantly feeding on our negative energy, which cannot produce itself. This is one of the main reasons why NAA and their minions planted so many bloody cults and rituals on Earth, staged dozens of pandemics, hundreds of global cataclysms and thousands of wars, which till today fill the egregores with strength and vitality (for more, see – Our Egregores, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, DNI, 29 and 31 January, 3, 4 and 5 February 2022).
Only we voluntarily back the System with our life force, helping it rule the world. All our suffering, fears and conflicts are vital to the pyramid. Without us, it cannot exist. By feeding it with our energy, we increase its deficit within ourselves, which makes us weak, manageable and obedient in opposing the Source. Similar to NAA and Darks, we are extremely aggressive and accusatory in our hatred of Co-Creators. Entered any website, we elevate selves above these silly little chaps and cast in their face our harshest words and raps.
We always thought it was funny that they reacted by saying that they were not at fault and that we were the only ones at fault. That’s why things turned out like this. So did Co-Creators do a good job and take care of us so that we suffered through all these bad things? They are clearly responsible for this situation, so they are trying to solve the problem. The rest of us, except them, failed to solve the issue. The problem is that if they handle it inefficiently, we are the ones who suffer the damage and pain, so we have the right to comment on that. It’s the same as when someone else makes a mistake and the wrong person gets hurt. They are quite self-centered, lack empathy, and have unfair aspects.
The most frustrating thing is that due to the neglect of your race and the higher races, the good people on Earth have already been defeated by the bad people and have to live day by day, but you higher races have not helped them, so the good people have to survive on their own. Many people have become disabled, sick, or dead because they could not endure. Isn’t it a pity that they have to suffer crimes and survive because there is no protection for them? Are those good people just throwaway cards to you? Why don’t you directly help solve the space problem or racial attacks?
What do you want people who have already been hurt to do? People who can’t even endure for a day or two? How will the already suffering good beings endure when their Co-Creator does not even provide them with a meal or help? Where can they get help when the social system and public officials are already on the side of the invading race? … Just kill all the bad guys quickly and it will be easy and convenient to solve the problem and the planet will be better. These are such long-winded situations. When is it done? You have to get rid of all the darkness. Don’t Co-Creators have ability to do that? It would be easier if they just got rid of everything…
In that nicest kind of us Al-Terra-Gaia would have to make decisions and act. It has time until 21 December 2024. And on the 22nd, an evolutionary program (event scenario) for the next cycle period, Co-Creators will loaded into the Causal Matrix of the Earth’s Logos. What it will be, Disclosure News will inform very soon.
Lev
On 12 December Earth’s time, at Galactic Committee, went an enlarged Evolutionary-Karmic Council, focused on terrestrial issues. Based on analysis provided by its experts and the discussions that took place, the planetary scenario for the next stage was approved. For the first time in the Earth’s history, the decision on it was made not by Co-Creators, but by the new Earth’s 14D Logos, Al-Terra-Gaia. This info was conveyed by the Lightwarriors’ ground team, which online followed the entire session from the Power Place at Mountain Elbrus, Caucasus. Details are disclosing gradually, and DNI will continue sharing them.
No matter how significant the role of the 14D Logos, the Pleroma, its Hierarchs and Co-Creators may be, in the “field” the main work is loaded on us. That is why and for what we came to Earth, and before the incarnation, each made the following commitment:
‘I fully understand and accept everything that is occurring on Earth now, and what may happen to me, us and everyone who went here to work and develop, in this third density and its evolutionary platform. My task is to wake up all I can reach, as much as possible and to the maximum, for upgrading and moving forward. This goal stands, stood and may remain as the basis of this planet, which I chose, where came to and will stay on by my free will and choice freedom.
I accept the terms of a complete shutdown of my memory and all resources, which I used in other dimensions and worlds where I came from. I understand that this platform is made for those who come here gain experience and learn to evolve in unusual conditions and without previously used means. I’m aware that only with the correct passage of the levels and the plan of incarnation, I could restore the channel of communication, capacities and access to information that I had before coming on Earth, and totally recall myself.’ (For more on the topic, see – Friendly Space Races, Part 1-1, Part 1-2, Part 1-3, Part 2, Part 3-1, Part 3-2, DNI, 24, 26, 28 June and 14, 16 July 2021; The Adjusters, DNI, 27 December 2021; Mission, DNI, 10 October 2023; Live Portals, DNI, 26 February 2024; Holders, DNI, 18 August 2024).
Today, on Earth, live more than a billion descendant of other worlds – Starseeds, Indigo, Crystalline, Radiant and Star entities, Lightworkers and others. They began to come here in the 50s with the aim of changing our civilization from the inside during the most dangerous period for it and the Local Universe. By starting atomic tests in the 40s, we thereby showed our complete inadequacy in assessing the consequences of our actions.
According to Cosmic Laws, Co-Creators cannot interfere with evolution and violate free will and choice freedom. But nuclear explosions and other experiments like the Large Hadron Collider ruptured the 3D Matrix and protective fields between dimensions and worlds, and our technogeek “pranks”, plus, an endless jets and flows of hate and aggression, threatened other evolutionary schools. That is why UFO sightings have become more frequent since then. We not only demonstrated the ugliest selves in physical reality, but also opened loopholes into others densities, from where new NAA, Darks and Grays rushed down upon Earth.
Due to our arms race, non-stop wars and other insanities, Co-Creators decided to “dilute” the Earth’s suicidal civilization with representatives of positive space races who could bring new ideas, new knowledge and new psychology to us. First, our planet sent a hyper-spatial SOS, to which many Light Hierarchs and civilizations responded. Then, the newcomers’ arrival kicked off through reincarnations and Souls’ exchanges. The pathbreaking volunteers landed here in the 1950s-1970s and got the toughest experience. Unfortunately, it was no easier for the second wave in the 1970s-1990s, and the third – since the early nineties to the present, when the flow became highly intensive.
Today, more and more of us are opening info space channels offline. This indicates that many already upgraded in solving personal Rubik’s cube, and it’s time to move on, actively focusing on wakening up others. It makes no sense to remain silent. The more mute we are, the longer we sit alone, trying to comprehend what’s going on and/or considering selves chosen or lost, and fully unprepared to commune with like-minded ones.
There’s not much time left. Judging by events in the world, the global transition and interaction towards self-organization and unification of collective consciousness through the planetary neural network – the Earth’s crystal lattice – has accelerated. How peaceful and long this process will be depends only on us and our willingness to share new info and help each other.
Everything around us has consciousness, and each of these consciousnesses can choose any dimension, space and platforms of evolution at will. From other Planets, Stars, Galaxies, Metagalactics, Logos and Universes, they came to Earth to learn, challenge selves and gain new experience. For billions of years, our terrestrial home was a testing ground for mixing different types of consciousness. Each entity that comes here brings only echoes of the achievements reached in other worlds. Here, in 3D, their capabilities are averaged with the aborigines, and all play on equal terms.
A physics student cannot go down to the nursery and openly talk about astrophysics to tots. He has to lower self to their level. This is the only way for dialogue between them. When the higher Stellar consciousness descend down into 3D to awaken and train us, first, it must understand how to live and work in our toxic and hateful reality, and how to interact with our deranged taking. In their dimensions and worlds, many consciousnesses don’t have opportunity to share knowledge and experiences with others – the languages, call signs and protocols differ too much from each other. Earth is a unique melting pot where this is possible.
Our planet is growing up, developing and realizing self as a whole. People are its neural network. When we learn to understand that we are one, even though came from different Universes and densities, and must play as a team, then we realize our “I Am” and own mission. Experience is gained at all levels – by 14D Logos, Al-Terra Gaia, through it, – by 3D Gaia, and via the latter, – by us, its guests. Recently, the central crystals of the Moon and the Sun were synchronized, and new information waves are going through them to Earth. We feel the effects of this energy too, but its primary target is our planet, not earthlings.
In the Greater Cosmos and for the Source, the value of Earth is much higher than humanity, despite the absolute importance of the current Fifth Race. The planet hosts a lot of peaple, and all are relatively easy to replace, with all their perceptions, crystals, physical and Subtle Bodies. In addition, by incarnations we can travel in various dimensions forever. But Earth is the only one like that. Too much effort and resources were invested in, and carrying it through death and birth cycles is unacceptable for the Almighty, the Absolutes and the Universe. That is why Co-Creators guide it, adjust, correct and carefully protect.
With the help of powerful Solar storms, they synchronize its new codes, but this affects us indirectly. And as much as we would like to do otherwise, our primary task in this incarnation is not to work on Earth, but for and with Earth! We did not come here to play in the sand-pit, but to fulfill the terms of our mission. This is the most important, key moment.
Unfortunately, most of us don’t get the Earth’s priority. Even less are we aware of the fact that it’s not Gaia who must imbue us with positive energy, but we should empower her. This also applies to embodied Indigo, Crystalline, Radiant and Star beings. After completing incarnation, they return to their home worlds and dimensions. But Earth remains, and for the Source and the Absolute it is much more valuable than we, so beloved and dear to selves.
The ongoing layering of 3D and 5D realities resembles the pressing, which helps to shape the curd into a firm block where gathered everything low vibrational, toxic and negative, and sealed for future use in other densities. The freed platform will be more open, with accessible channels to the higher realms. But this is done as soon as it’s ready. The activators have been running for a long time, the clock is ticking, the Pleroma is waiting. Only when the key elements are synchronized, and the rest will catch up with them, then the process will speed up. In the meantime, it’s at the start of the final straight. The spread between those who joined with Darks and Lights is so huge, and 3D reality is so strongly shaken and literally cracking at the seams due to their incompatibility.
Our mood swings and malaise right now aren’t accidental. It is caused not only by powerful quantum waves from the Galactic Center, aimed at supporting Earth and the vibrational stratification of earthlings. A strong impact on us comes on the surface from the activators and, in parallel, from NAA and their ruling minions, who don’t benefit from it. The activators draw lines and form an iridescent golden sieve. The latter sifts all the components of the planetary ecosystem into two layers according to the level of vibrational densities. So, two realities appear on opposite sides of the grid (sieve), with their basic parameters, but differ in density and frequencies. How does this occur technically?
Crystalline quantum flows create a multidimensional network, which is built on the principles of sacred geometry. A pattern of quantum ribbons running from one nodal activator’s crystal to another, together, form the basic edge of the structure. With the addition of the third key node, a facet appears. Several facets make a sifting grid. A subnet is built inside each facet. The activators’ crystals of the second wave turn on; the lattice cells become even smaller and thicker, and are pierced by new quantum strings.
To fill the structure with energy, make it continuous and transfer from discrete analog to quantum, the connections between the key nodes are debugged and synchronized at the crystal level. All the elements work as a single unit. And through this sieve, all Grays and Darks’ dirt is squeezed out and removed into a dense 3D part, filtering the Earth’s space into low and high freqs parts.
This network unites us not physically, but by thoughts, feelings and states. It does not impose the ideas, but unlocks a new breadth of perception, a vision of ourselves and the world. The energy and will accumulation for pumping up the network comes, first of all, from the activators’ crystals and the Earth’s Higher Consciousness. At the lower levels, only intention and free will work, which remains untouchable.
We must not forget where a road, laid out of good intentions, can lead, so always need a commune with Earth, our Soul and the Source’s Spark in it. They alone know how not to harm and not to do evil with good. Today, most people are only interested in their own problems, and don’ give a damn to the rest around. But if we don’t do anything for the world, should it do something for us?
It became very difficult to establish contact based on complete trust, even with like-minded people. Petty conflicts and suspicions constantly arise. We have all the necessary means initially – communication, friendship, respect and interaction, built on mutual confiding and leading to vibrational/energetic co-resonance. The larger is harmonious interaction, the more powerful its potential, influence and speed of manifestation.
But we still stuck in choice: either to take off all the dampers and shields set by our ego and learn to feel and radiate with our Soul, or remain in multi-layered armor, like armadillos, unable to change anything. How many of us can open up Spiritually and, at this level, maintain relationships with friends, loved ones and twin flames? Are we able to transform commune from information exchange into energy interaction, making it basic?
Co-Creators give us a unique opportunity to learn to take each other without blinkers and suspicions, without seeking out the other’s flaws and imposing our views, without arguing whose practice is more true and reliable… Redirect our thinking and life from the closed, centripetal (the basis of my world is me) to the open, centrifugal (the basis of my world is everything that exists, since I am everywhere).
Codes synchronization affects everything, and it cannot be otherwise, because everything is interconnected. It’s much easier for Earth now because it gets what it needs from many cosmic sources. In turn, the planet begins to restore its balance, to build a new 5D space, and this will continue to have a strong impact on all of us. Could we cope with it? All of this was taken into careful consideration by the Galactic Committee when deciding who would now be primarily responsible for Earth.
(To be continued)
Lev
Posted on July 24, 2024
© The 11:11 Progress Group.
Faith is just curiosity tinged with hope — Thought Adjuster.
© The 11:11 Progress Group.
I am the satisfaction of your Soul – The Beloved One.
My dear Earth friends,
This is R’Kok speaking. It is an honor and a pleasure to speak with you.
People on Earth often think of themselves as rational actors. If they have certain rational beliefs, they think that these are indeed the principles that will determine their actions.
But that is not the whole story.
Usually when push comes to shove, people’s rational minds only have a small impact on their actions, while their actions are primarily determined by their emotions and their subconscious. Often people’s emotions and subconscious don’t primarily care about truth or justice or spiritual growth or being a good human being or helping others. Often, people’s emotions and their subconscious just want comfort and pleasure and security and an ego-boost. People’s subconscious also likes labeling other people as bad and yourself as good, because that gives you an additional ego boost and gives you an excuse to not help or care about other suffering people.
What you might think of as spiritually more evolved people are people whose decisions are largely conscious and only a little bit motivated by fears and desires and their ego and their emotions and their subconscious. Whereas unevolved people make decisions that are only a little bit conscious and are primarily motivated by their emotions and their subconscious. So you can think of it as a spectrum.
Why have people not woken up as to what’s going on? Why do people still believe that the government cares about them and is trying to help them? Because most people are ruled by their emotions and subconscious, and the belief that is most comfortable is the belief that the government indeed is working for the people’s benefit. Even when it’s clearly not.
People being ruled by their subconscious also means: don’t be too quick to judge others who are in difficult situations that you have never been in. After all, you likely too are ruled at least partly by your subconscious and emotions, even if only to a small extent, and so you too may very well behave less than optimally if you were in that difficult situation. It’s easy to think you would do great if you were in a certain situation, but you can’t really know that unless you have been in that situation or a similar situation.
Also, if you take a certain action, don’t be too quick to believe the narrative that your rational mind creates to justify your action. Often that is just a false but pleasing and self-justifying story. Often the real reason why people act is some kind of self-serving emotional or subconscious or lizard-brain reason.
Some Earth people would now say that they’re simply rational actors who act based on facts and evidence and science. In today’s world, that doesn’t help nearly as much as you might hope, because you can nearly always find a few experts who will have the opinion that emotionally appeals to you. Therefore in practice, people who say they follow the science often just disregard scientists who say things that they emotionally don’t like, and hold up science that say things that they emotionally do like. Or they follow the mainstream media, which has done the process for them. So that doesn’t help a lot.
There are even several instances where there seems to be a scientific consensus, but the believed consensus is actually false. Or there actually is no consensus at all: the heretical scientists simply get deplatformed and censored and defunded.
Even when it doesn’t come to governments pressuring scientists to support the desired narrative, you have cases where selective industry funding and lobbying creates a lot of scientific research that supports whatever the industry wants supported
A lot of people are fundamentally unhappy and bored, and instead of looking for happiness inside themselves or finding some good ways to spend their time, some people try to find a partner to provide their happiness and entertainment for them. This usually doesn’t lead to a happy relationship, because few people can consistently make a person feel good who is fundamentally unhappy and bored. Not to mention that this effectively puts pressure on the other person to make two people happy and not just one. But of course, people will rarely admit that they’re unhappy and that they expect their partner to provide their happiness and entertainment for them, even when that’s often the case.
Or suppose you ask a man what kind of woman he wants to be in a relationship with. Make it anonymous, so that he knows that he doesn’t have to give a socially acceptable answer. He will probably still say something like: I want a kind, reasonably attractive woman with compatible values and a good character.
But suppose you then have the guy meet the woman who is exactly what he says he wants, and also a physically very attractive woman who clearly demonstrates that she is not a kind person. Likely the man will be more interested in dating the physically very attractive woman, despite what he just said. Most men say that they value good character and kindness and compatibility in their partner and things like that, but when push comes to shove, most men (not all) will instead choose a young, physically attractive woman with a slim waist and nice breasts or a nice ass. When push comes to shove, it’s usually a person’s emotions and subconscious that makes the decisions, not their rational mind.
Similarly, a woman will often say that it’s fine if her partner earns less than she does. And that is indeed her consciously held belief. But a lot of women — not all, but a lot — will actually lose attraction to and possibly dump their partner if indeed she starts earning more than he does. And then their mind produces a rationalization, a self-justifying story, that the reason for the breakup was something else than it actually was. But despite rationalizations, people usually act based on their emotions and their subconscious, not on their rational mind — and often the narratives that rational minds create are merely self-justifying stories.
With these examples, we see that most people don’t make actions based on their principles or based on their consciously held beliefs. Most people make decisions based on their emotions and their subconscious. Most people’s rational mind mostly just works to rationalize the decision that their emotions and their subconscious makes.
It’s useful to be aware of this, and to watch and evaluate your own behavior. Sure, you have a set of consciously held beliefs, but when push comes to shove, are those things what you actually act on? Remember, there’s always an excuse to be made. Rationalizations can always be formulated. But how do you actually act when push comes to shove? And don’t immediately create a nice-sounding and self-excusing narrative why you acted the way you acted. Just observe how you act, and if possible, observe what is going on inside you. Genuine observation is the first step.
And look, it’s okay. Everyone has their lizard brain, their emotions, their shallow preferences, their actions that are based on fear and insecurities and anxieties. Everyone gets jealous or greedy or superficial at some point in their lives. If you recognize these things in yourself, then that doesn’t make you lesser than other people. Other people have and do these things too. If you recognize this in yourself, that merely means that you are conscious of these things, while other people are not. And conscious people typically do a lot less damage and are a lot more capable of doing good and making conscious decisions than unconscious people are.
In fact, a big spiritual milestone is becoming aware enough of your own inner processes that you are able to consciously choose your actions, instead of just being led around by your emotions and your subconscious, as most people are. This may sound silly, but once you become aware enough, you will notice that most people on Earth are almost a bit like robots who are just controlled by and led around by their emotions and their subconscious, while not being aware of that at all. This is actually pretty disturbing once you first become aware of that. Though once the shock wears off, you can become a highly effective change-maker and influential thinker, because you’ll learn to look past the self-justifying narrative that people tell you and instead look at the emotional and often self-serving and irrational reasons why people actually act the way they do.
Of course, those other, unaware people are still you. If they suffer, you suffer, because they are you.
And don’t be too quick to say that it’s other people who are led around by their emotions and their subconscious, but never you. If you feel you feel that you are never being led around by your emotions and subconscious, then you probably are in fact being controlled by your emotions and your subconscious, and are currently believing “you are so rational” or “you are so spiritually evolved” story that your rational mind is feeding you.
Meanwhile, you probably are mostly making conscious choices if your view of yourself is that you have these shallow dating preferences, you have these copings mechanisms, you have these anxieties or emotional wounds that occasionally lead to those kinds of behaviors, but you know all these things and try to act as conscious as possible aside from this. If this is your view of yourself, you are likely more conscious and are less often being led around by your emotions and subconscious than most people are.
In other words, if you think you are always making conscious choices that are for the highest good of yourself and others, then you are probably not actually doing that. If instead you recognize which emotional wounds and sub-optimal patterns and coping mechanisms and anxieties and shallow preferences and so-called base desires you have, then you probably are largely making conscious choices.
Some people are cynics and they believe that everyone else is ruled by emotions and irrationality and unconscious patterns. Well, yes, that is mostly true for most people. But these cynics often also believe that they themselves are fully rational and fully aware, which is likely not true. It’s useful to be able to look at things through a cynical lens, to keep yourself grounded in reality, but cynicism isn’t the only useful lens to have. It’s not helpful or particularly evolved if a person only has access to the cynical worldview. It’s also much easier to criticize than it is to create something.
Cynics often have the attitude that they don’t care when other people suffer, because other people are stupid — but this is separation consciousness. Yes, some people are stupid, but they are still part of you. Not caring about their suffering is like not caring about the wound in your own leg. Thinking that other people are separate from you is believing in an illusion.
YOUR SHADOW
Next, let’s talk about your shadow. It is often defined as the unseen or unacknowledged part of you. Often people unconsciously choose to be unaware of certain things, because it is often a part of people that is considered ugly or unwelcome or bad. Or it is more advantageous for a person to not be aware of something. Therefore a person’s shadow is often their shadow because certain parts of themselves aren’t accepted by them.
While a person’s shadow often contains painful or awkward or unflattering things, it’s ultimately just the collection of unseen or unacknowledged things. A person with a bad self image might have in their shadow that they actually are more capable or more loved or more appreciated by the people around them than they realize.
From my perspective, a lot of lightworkers have in their shadow that they’re actually pretty amazing, because they’re more or even far more conscious than most people are, and it’s impressive that they achieved that while on Earth. If the lightworker doesn’t fully acknowledge or see that, perhaps because they’ve been trained as a child or trained by society to always look at the negative and that it’s arrogant to give themselves a compliment, then a person may have in their shadow that they’re actually pretty awesome.
Let’s look at some other examples of shadows. In the previous examples, one part of a person’s shadow might be their actual dating preferences (a man prioritizing physical attractiveness in his partners), as opposed to what the person thinks their dating preferences are.
Your shadow is also frequently things that aren’t socially acceptable, and so you’ve pushed those parts of you away so much that you’re no longer aware of them. For example, a gay man who grows up in a society that doesn’t tolerate homosexuality might genuinely repress his sexuality so much that he stops being aware that he is homosexual, and it may become part of his shadow.
Or a person might feel angry towards their parents, but that’s not very socially acceptable and that wasn’t welcome when the person was young, and so the person might repress those emotions to such an extent that they’re not even aware of their anger towards their parents. It is actually quite common for people to be either angry at their parents, or to have unresolved pain or grief about their youth, and for those things to be so repressed that they’re not even consciously aware of it anymore. This too can become part of the shadow.
Or a spiritual person might tell themselves that they’re so advanced that they no longer want or need sex. If however their actual yet suppressed truth is that they still desire sex, then that can become part of the shadow.
And this can lead to a situation where a spiritual teacher sexually mistreats his pupils, sometimes even convincing himself that what he’s doing is for some kind of noble spiritual purpose. Now, yes, sex can lead to spiritual progression, but of course both people have to freely consent to sex at a bare minimum, which doesn’t always happen if the guru says to the student that they will now sleep together, for her spiritual benefit of course.
People’s shadows can also simply hold them back from growing spiritually or leading a happier life or having better relationships (whether romantic or not). People with relatively large shadows manipulate more often, for example, and manipulating others isn’t a path that will ultimately make a person happy. Believe me.
So, what can you do about your shadow?
Well, almost everyone has a shadow, so it’s more about shrinking it or becoming conscious about it and observing it than it is about eliminating it completely. Even people like Tunia and Hakann have shadows. For example, Hakann’s shadow is that he secretly loves the color pink, but he doesn’t want to admit that because he feels he’s too manly and too commandery for that. True story.
Okay, I’m making that up.
To be honest, part of my shadow is that I sometimes feel inadequate when I’m around people like Hakann, whom I occasionally work with. I really don’t like admitting that, and Hakann is not doing anything to make me feel inferior or tear me down. But he just always seems to know what to do, and life just seems so effortless and easy for him, and life really isn’t like that for me. At all.
I feel like I work very hard to be a good person, to be worth something and to make my life have some meaning. And yet I feel that he’s at least twice the person that I am. And I feel like I won’t ever be able to catch up to him. I feel that he will always be a better person than I am, while I will always remain not quite good enough.
So. That was uncomfortable and embarrassing.
But what I just did is shrink my own shadow. I acknowledged and admitted something to myself, and now it’s no longer part of my shadow. The emotions are still there, but now it’s something I’m conscious about, hence it’s no longer part of my shadow.
You don’t even necessarily need to admit it publicly, even just admitting something to yourself shrinks your shadow. Admitting it publicly can help, but isn’t necessary.
If you feel the urge to deflect some remark that someone made, or to attack someone else personally, then you might want to check if there’s something in your own shadow that is nudging you to do that.
If you’re around toxic people, and a conversation doesn’t resolve that, it can help for your shadow to seek out better company. People often choose to be willfully blind towards a part of themselves if that part of them won’t be accepted by the people around them.
For my part, I would like to tell you that you are amazing, and that you are already and inherently good enough. Therefore even if you admit to yourself that you have certain thoughts or emotions or preferences that some might view as ugly, even then you are still fully worthy of love. You are good enough, all of you, including the parts of you that you might find harder to love. All of you is welcome from my perspective, and all of you is loved.
Therefore you are safe to admit that you may have parts or aspects of yourself that you previously didn’t want to admit to having.
All your thoughts and emotions and all parts of you are welcome, from my perspective. You are good enough, as you are — all of you is. I love you.
If you want, you can put a note somewhere in your house saying: “what is my actual reason for doing this?” That way you can remind yourself to ask yourself why you are doing what you are doing — because the actual reason might not be the reason that your rational mind tells you it is. Or you can agree with a friend to occasionally ask each other this question: “what is your actual reason for doing this?”
If you ask this to a friend, try to ask it in a curious way and not in a hostile or lecturing way or in an “I already understand you better than you understand yourself” kind of way. If they give you a reason that you think is nonsense (which may very well happen), then let them be — perhaps you’ve planted a seed. Or perhaps not, perhaps they’ve completely rejected the gift that you tried to give them, but then that’s their choice.
Finally, let’s do an exercise to shrink our shadow. I already gave an example of how I felt with regards to Hakann. You are invited to share your answers to the following questions in the comment section. You can use a fake name if you want anonymity:
1) how are you really doing? I’m not looking for the polite or for the socially acceptable answer, I’m curious how you are really doing.
2) if you get too stressed out, then what is your coping mechanism? Everyone has at least one, and it’s not even necessarily something unhealthy — it might also be reading a book or taking a walk. Then again, I’m not judging people for having an unhealthy coping mechanism such as alcohol, because I know life on Earth is really tough. So, what is your coping mechanism?
3) what do you currently want or desire? This can be internal or external. Again, feel free to give the real answer. There’s probably at least one part of you that wants something shallow, and it’s fine to acknowledge that too. The point is shrinking our shadow, after all.
4) what are your fears for the future?
5) what are your hopes for the future?
With all my love,
R’Kok
A. S.
For Era of Light
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