Showing posts with label Co-creative Partnership. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Co-creative Partnership. Show all posts

Monday, March 10, 2025

Archangel Michael: Ask Me Anything

Archangel Michael: Ask Me Anything

By Steve Beckow

Posted on March 10, 2025

This conversation started out as a look at a financial topic, but it quickly became a look at protection. The passage which is of key importance here is:

“That does not mean that you are not on the radar. Of course you are.” (1)

Of course we are on the radar and, because of that, we’ve been asked, as you’ll see below, to keep a somewhat low profile – while speaking out courageously!   (To figure that one out, I need a bigger brain! Just kidding!)

I’ve used the question-and-answer format for ease of compilation.

Please read this conversation as if you yourself were having it with Michael.  The whole purpose of Michael and I working together is to illustrate the ins and outs of sacred, co-creative partnership between humans and the Company of Heaven. (2)


Michael, what are my instructions?

Archangel Michael: This is the time to be courageous. And yes, dear heart, rather outspoken.

do feel courageous and outspoken.

AAM: You most certainly are. And we come to say be fearless, because you are protected. (3)

Am I protected and are my loved ones also protected from such things as being kidnapped, held for ransom?

AAM: Yes. (4)

AAM: My friend, if I cannot protect you, nobody can. …

Of course you are safe. What you don’t want is to be bothered. (5)

AAM: It is not our intention or our plan to allow you to be cannon fodder for the cause because that would defeat the purpose. (6)

AAM: You have not incarnated to be removed, either by inflicted or imagined or created [forces]. [You’re not] in physicality [for] anything less than perfection. (7)

I’m not afraid of dying.

AAM: The dying piece is neither here nor there. You know that I would lift you up very rapidly and take you home, joyously. (8)

Are we on anyone’s radar?

AAM: It is not so much, my friend, that you are being targeted. That does not mean that you are not on the radar. Of course you are. And as you step forward to create peace on Earth, it will be even more so.

But you are also mightily protected, and you have created and built your energy field. They cannot and will not be permitted to harm you. (9)

We’re doing this together, right?

AAM: When I say we are in sacred partnership, I am not just being eloquent. (10)

AAM: We step forward in the fulfilment, you on Earth, on this beloved planet called Gaia, I as your wing man, quite literally. (11)

AAM: Never hesitate to ask me anything. Not in the form of a question or in the form of assistance. I am more than prepared to help in whatever way I can. It is not only my duty; it is my joy. It is who I am. …

And it is important for everyone to know that. … No job is too big or too small. And you know I have some helpers I can call on. (12)

Would you be saying this to anyone, Lord? About being in partnership?

AAM: Are we [archangels] in partnership with every being on the planet? Yes. But it is difficult when you are in a partnership and the other person does not realize it. So we are working with those who realize we are in partnership. And so that is why we are having these conversations. (13)


We’re all angels, Michael tells us. (14)  And he’s speaking to all of us. You can get a sense of the tenor of his response –  loving, enjoying humor, affectionate.

But, even more than that, do you get “protection”? How we’re not here this generation to be cannon fodder? How we could afford to speak out bravely and truthfully because we’re protected?

But speaking out not as an attack, open or hidden. Speaking as a clarifier and a contribution to a win/win, us-and-them solution.

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 18, 2011. (Hereafter AAM.)

(2) See:

(3) AAM, Feb. 18, 2011.

(4) AAM, Aug. 22, 2014.

(5) AAM, Sept. 2, 2016.

(6) AAM, Nov. 21, 2014.

(7) AAM, Feb. 5, 2016.

(8) AAM, Aug. 1, 2014.

(9) AAM, Feb. 18, 2011.

(10) Loc. cit.

(11) AAM, March 10, 2017.

(12) AAM, Oct. 1, 2011.

(13) “Archangel Michael: A Global Reset of Values, Part 2/2, ” channeled by Linda Dillon, September 16, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/09/archangel-michael-a-global-reset-of-values-part-22/.

(14) See An Explosion in the Meaning of Humanness at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/03/An-Explosion-in-the-Meaning-of-Humanness-13.pdf

Steve Beckow

Friday, March 7, 2025

How Easy It Can All Be

How Easy It Can All Be

By Steve Beckow

Posted on March 7, 2025



Wow! Michael just showed me again how all this is going to happen – I think! And how easy it can all be.

The Reval approaches and I’m sitting here thinking.

Michael wants me to hire the President of the Michaelangelo Fund first so that she (1) can set up the various channels of distribution that we’ll need – inside the fund and outside, through cooperation – while I’m expanding the Golden Age of Gaia.

However, while we’re on the subject, GAoG is not going to get glitzy. Forget it. Low key with an accent on the value of the information “selling it” rather than bells and whistles.  And always free.

So here I am, walking around everywhere thinking about it and there’s a knock on my door. And a political candidate shows up who asks me what I’d like to see in the City of Vancouver. Ding! (Keep in mind that the Michaelangelo Fund starts and gets its feet wet with the City of Vancouver.)

Lightbulb moment!

OK, OK, so maybe nothing pans out. But it sure woke me up as to how easily Michael can arrange things like meetings. And he’s told me about this in the past!!!! Not hard for him.

***

Every time something like that happens, it deepens my trust in Michael and Co. (“Co” because, as he says, “I have a few souls that help me out now and then.”)  (2)

I’ve listed all the miracles he’s done in my life, which list doesn’t include all the first days of the month I’m praying that the money downloads into my bank account in time. And it always does.

Heavy things becoming weightless, toxic substances rendered harmless, electrocution prevented, two housefires averted, etc. Every time another miracle happens, I feel stronger in relying on him (while keeping my wits about me!).

He says I handle this side (and he almost never overrules me – only with a housefire brewing) and he handles the other side.  He says, and I think this is my favorite comment from him, that he’s my (and your) “wingman.” (3) I’m feeling more and more confident in leaving his side to him and focusing on mine.

Hey, this is open to anyone.  Michael assures us:

Archangel Michael: Are we [archangels] in partnership with every being on the planet? Yes. But it is difficult when you are in a partnership and the other person does not realize it. So we are working with those who realize we are in partnership. And so that is why we are having these conversations. (4)

Open to anyone. I will never have to say that my life is boring.

So Michael has again given me an illustration of how easy it can be, in this case in planning my post-Reval activities, to meet (the right) people. (5)

Footnotes

(1) One of the purposes of the Michaelangelo Fund is to increase the opportunities for women to have boardroom-level experience in handling large budgets and managing international corporations.

(2) Aha! The truth is out! 🙂 Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, July 22, 2016. (Hereafter, AAM.)

(3)  AAM: We step forward in the fulfilment, you on Earth, on this beloved planet called Gaia, I as your wingman, quite literally. (AAM, March 10, 2017.)  Ha ha ha.

(4) “Archangel Michael: A Global Reset of Values, Part 2/2, ” channeled by Linda Dillon, September 16, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/09/archangel-michael-a-global-reset-of-values-part-22/.

(5) For an introvert, this is a big deal!

Steve Beckow

Tuesday, July 30, 2024

Synching with Archangelic Energy - 4

Synching with Archangelic Energy

By Steve Beckow

Part 4

Posted on July 30, 2024



This Spiritual Currency is the Real Wealth

It’s not lost on me that this increased sense of closeness or felt contact with Michael should occur after having changed my vote from orneriness to loving kindness.

I continue to enjoy the results of that contact. I’m creating a fantasy that I can be with Michael in an easily-locatable seat of the soul, the deepest part of the heart and, just like with an Apple laptop and an iPhone, I can “synch” with him. We share … what? I don’t know. Certainly energy.

I emerge feeling strengthened, revivified, ready for what’s next.

What a surprise it’d be to learn that this is the way the help I’m to receive when I face a daunting task is to come. I can imagine that that might be the case. We’ll have to see.

I feel peace at the level of a divine quality. That is, I’m in it rather than it being in me.

I’m feeling love for myself, but it’s different than before. Before, I’d have had to breath love up from my heart and swirl it around my field of awareness. It took effort.

Now I’m feeling it coming up of its own, earmarked “For the Self.” No need to swirl it around. It’s as if it were “Special Delivery,” door-to-door.

I breathe into it and almost swoon in the refined wave of love that returns. I so wish the whole world could feel this – and it will. This is where we’re going. I’m just being shown the preview.

Reval? What Reval? This spiritual currency is the real wealth.

A day later

How much easier it is now to be loving and kind when synched with Michael’s energy.

This ends my chronicling of “synching with Archangelic energy.”


Steve Beckow

Monday, July 29, 2024

Synching with Archangelic Energy ~ 3

Synching with Archangelic Energy

By Steve Beckow

Part 3

Posted on July 29, 2024


Co-Creative Partnership Works

Following on from yesterday’s share, I think my best contribution is to continue to describe the space I’m in.

It’s the space that’s important – the space of love, the space of bliss. That’s why Sri Ramakrishna would say  – and I’m embellishing – run in, jump in, or get pushed into the lake of immortality [i.e., Ascension]:

“You see, the thing is somehow or other to get into the Lake of the Nectar of Immortality [Ascension]. Suppose one person gets into It by propitiating the Deity with hymns and worship, and you are pushed into It. The result will be the same. Both of you will certainly become immortal.” (1)

How could he say that? It ignores a person’s foul deeds and base thoughts!

Indeed it does. Because the Lake of Bliss and Immortality is transformative and transfigurative. An individual may have dense and base characteristics before being immersed in this River Jordan but they won’t have them after.

It’s like having your engine block completely cleaned and retooled. The car now purrrrs.

I’m looking for a trace of ego in this space and I can’t find any.

***

Sri Ramakrishna reminds us that the ego eventually returns. If we’re to have a separate personality, for as long as we do, he says, let the personality be the servant of God. (2)

I’m experiencing love at the level of intensity I was at in 2015. (3) My mind is still. This also feels like the same space I was in in the 2011 meditation retreat, where I could move without moving, act without acting. Michael called that the Oversoul. (4)

I’d like to draw attention to something Michael said a while ago about co-creative partnership. On occasion, after reassuring me that I would have what I needed when I needed it, he would add:

Archangel Michael: Sweet one, I have never entrusted anything to you without being right by your side. So turn to me. Turn to us. We are always with you. (5)

AAM:  I am right next to you. Sometimes I am typing. Sometimes I am moving your pen. Always I am whispering in your ear. (6)

How deeply honored and privileged I am.

I offer an example of a servant having what he needs.  The boy whose personality shattered into a thousand pieces at seven years old, the Humpty Dumpty Man at age 40 who now realized what had happened, feels completely restored and better than ever. (7) I credit this exchange of energy for that last bit of healing.

Co-creative partnership works.

Footnotes

(1) Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Nikhilananda, Swami, trans. The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 217. (Hereafter GSR.)

(2) “You may reason a thousand times, but you cannot get rid of the ego. The ego is like a pitcher, and Brahman [God] like the ocean — an infinite expanse of water on all sides. The pitcher is set in the ocean. The water is both inside and out; the water is everywhere; yet the pitcher remains. … As long as the ego remains, ‘you’ and ‘I’ remain. … The ego cannot be got rid of; so let the rascal remain as the servant of God, the devotee of God.” (GSR, 708.)

That is, as long as we’re moved to create a separate personality, let the personality be that of the servant of God.

(3) I had a fourth-chakra heart opening in March 13, 2015 and was left (off and on)_ in higher-dimensional love until Sept. 28, 2015, at which point it became bliss, for a further three months.

(4) Steve Beckow: I had an experience at a meditation workshop in which I felt regal. It was a partial experience. Can you tell me what that part of me that was that I accessed.

Archangel Michael: … Your Highest Self, your Oversoul, is very regal.

S: So that was an experience of the Oversoul.

AAM: Yes.  (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 13, 2011.) (Hereafter AAM.)

Arcturians: Seventh [Dimension] is your Oversoul. (Arcturians in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Suzanne Lie, March 17, 2013.)

(5) AAM, April 26, 2013.

AAM: We have always, always worked together, my friend. (AAM, April 26, 2011.)

AAM: Ours is a co-creative partnership. (AAM, Aug. 2, 2017.)

(6) AAM, Nov. 21, 2012.

(7) My Father yelled at me from a few inches in front of my face. My personality shattered. It was only at age 40 that I realized I was dissociated. It took till age 58 to heal it.


Steve Beckow

Sunday, July 28, 2024

Synching with Archangelic Energy – 2

Synching with Archangelic Energy

By Steve Beckow

Part 2

Posted on July 28, 2024


Snapped in the middle of this experience: Immersed in love and bliss

Freed Up to Serve

I felt myself drawn to meditate this morning. And as I meditated, I felt immediately drawn to pick up where I’d left off at Xenia, when I’d gone down an elevator 100 floors. (1)

Once the elevator doors “opened,” I was whisked away to the bottom of my heart, the seat of the soul, where I intended to meditate.

As soon as I arrived, instead of seeing the Self in all its splendor as I had at Xenia, I felt myself expanding.

I should add that, as I’m having this experience, all the time the signal from Michael that we pre-arranged is going off again and again. And vigorously. So I know I’m on the right track.

In the cul de sac of the heart, I felt the presence of Michael. I just sat, immersed in love and bliss (see photo, above) and meditated.

A mingling of our energies occurred and I felt a new and stronger bonding with Michael as a result of it. I felt enhanced confidence, and remembered the article I’d written on July 20 on that very subject, (2) but again confidence without hierarchy or elitism, greatly increased strength without bravado.

Another way of saying this is that I felt strength and confidence as divine qualities not as dense and self-serving displays designed to manipulate.

***

Ordinarily I’d sit, meditate, and deepen the experience. But, as a lightworker, I’m not here for my personal enlightenment. I’m here to write about my experiences in the event that it proves helpful to you.

So I left the experience – and do this regularly – to write about it. That means I don’t go as deeply as I might otherwise. Just saying.

My self-awareness feels greatly enhanced. I genuinely feel now like the driver of this vehicle, in no way the passenger.

I feel powerful, like I just donned my Ironman suit. What’s next?

The strength I feel is both “physical” and out of all proportion to the physical body I’m in. I feel like a 200-pound man in a frail body. I have to watch that I don’t sprain all kinds of muscles.

***

I’m definitely aware of myself as the person wearing this body. Whether the awareness fades or remains, I think I’ll remember the feeling.

It’s wonderful. It’s as if I’ve “arrived” in life. I’m “here” and don’t feel as if I’ve ever been away.

The way I feel at this moment is perfect. Nothing is missing. Nothing is left undone.

Nothing needs to be done. Everything that’s done is a pleasure to do, from the greatest thing to the littlest.

I rest in bliss. I’m freed from all concern about self. I’m freed now to serve.

[Please know: All experiences short of Ascension are usually temporary. I always hope an experience will be permanent, but it has been more like what Werner Erhard said: Get it and lose it, get it and lose it. Until higher dimensionality. So don’t expect me to be this opened up a week from now. Take it hot off the press.]

Footnotes

(1) My early accounts of the Xenia experience don’t make reference to watching parts of Frazzledrip. I couldn’t bring myself to talk about it until perhaps a year later. See:

(2) See “A Question of Confidence,” 


Steve Beckow

Saturday, June 8, 2024

A Walking Billboard for Co-creative Partnership

A Walking Billboard for Co-creative Partnership

By Steve Beckow

Posted on June 8, 2024


Emblem of Michaelangelo & Partners

Typically those who oppose an evil regime in its early years, like the opponents of Hitler, are pilloried and run out of society, as many whistleblowers have been. They find themselves operating underground to a greater or lesser degree.

Later, in those increasingly-evil days of WW2, critics were thrown into concentration camps and executed. Or simply killed on the spot.

But in a supposedly free society, I can surf the Internet and express myself without sanction (unless I harm another).

What has become the deep state since the days of Hitler can hide its secrets from me but there’s strength in digital-warrior numbers. Many researchers uncovering a few facts and posting them makes up for any one researcher trying to find the carefully-concealed (and, now, often redacted) truth.

Michael says I’ll be safe.  And it’s really our co-creative partnership that I wanted to talk about.

***

I’m a walking billboard for co-creative partnership with the archangels. (1) Allow me please to turn from the deep state to discuss it.

I once asked Michael how I could prevent corruption in the Michaelangelo Fund. His humorous response is noteworthy:

Steve: How do I guarantee that corruption won’t set in [in the Michaelanglo Fund]?

Archangel Michael: First of all (laughing), who do you think you are working with, dear heart?

Steve: I know. But I just need to hear the words. I need the reassurance! (2)

A few months later:

AAM: Do you think that I do not know what I’m doing?

Steve: Yes, who am I speaking to? I know, I know. (3)

So I do know who I’m speaking to. And I mean that not just as intellectual knowing but as experiential knowing. (It’s  not up to realized knowing yet.) (4)

The number of miracles he’s created (5) leaves me in a place where I don’t need “reminders” any more. I get the message. I see who I’m working for and with.

So my co-creative partner (and he can be yours as well), who keeps me safe, tells me that what I want to avoid is not as much danger as being bothered. That discussion is worth hearing:

Archangel Michael: You are … creating a platform that is more visible, more present, should we say? The goal is to reach everybody. And as such, you become a target. (6)

AAM: I say this knowing you are fully protected: we want you flying under the radar. (7)

AAM: Of course you are safe. What you don’t want is to be bothered. (8)

Oooohhhh-kay!  Flying at tree-top level, here I go!

***

Apparently, the mainstream media will be taken offline during the emergency broadcasts and the Internet, transferred to Starlink. I believe that, when it comes back online, it will have been cleansed of evil and criminality.

Michael told me years ago that the mainstream media would disappear and that the lightworker press would mature and assume its role. Hence his statement: “The goal is to reach everybody.”

We might note what’s happening at the Washington Post as an indicator of what the MSM is facing.  WaPo CEO and Publisher Will Lewis told his staff:

“We are losing large amounts of money. Your audience has halved in recent years. People are not reading your stuff. I can’t sugarcoat it any more.”  (9)

No assumption of responsibility for that failure from management of the Mockingbird press. (10)

In my view, social Darwinism (might is right) and empirical materialism (only what we can see, hear, touch is real) have reached the end of their utility.  Social institutions like the media who choose to stay within those boxes will not be able to interpret future events to their readers and listeners.

Galactic visitors? Ascension? Interdimensionality?

Where in a Darwinist/empiricist world could the mainstream media say:

Archangel Michael: Our undertaking is the tracking of spiritual evolution to a higher realm of consciousness and that is the focus that we must always return to. (11)

And yet that is our undertaking.

No one is pushing a party line on us (and some have tried). I don’t watch circulation figures.  We’re free of all of those worries and concerns.

And we’re not selling anything.  How’s that for “off the grid”? We don’t need to be a part of the current broken economic model. Instead we rely on your support alone for our bread and butter.

Free to envision and plan out what comes next. Free to dream of how to serve the world when the Reval hits. Free to express the longing for more and deeper experiences and realization…. And greatly sped along in our work by co-creative partnership and your support.

Footnotes

(1) See Grandeur Beyond Grandeur: 
Toward a Cross-Cultural Spirituality Vol. 6: Our Enlightenment and Co-Creative Partnership at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Grandeur-Beyond-Grandeur-Enlightenment-and-Co-Creative-Partnership-6-3.pdf

(2) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 24, 2015.

(3) AAM, July 8, 2015.

(4) I’m referring to the three levels of knowledge: intellectual, experiential, and realizational.

(5) A saucepan with flames reaching to the ceiling instantly extinguished, two pieces of heavy concrete made weightless, a fatal electric shock “rerouted,” to name a few.

(6) AAM, Nov. 30, 2011.

(7) AAM, Aug. 2, 2017.

(8) AAM, Sept. 2, 2016. Not a bad boss to work for, huh? Open to anyone! Inclusive club, not exclusive. Oh, and no fees, ever.

(9) Charlotte Klein, ““I Can’t Sugarcoat It Anymore”: Will Lewis Bluntly Defends Washington Post Shake-Up,” Vanity Fair, June 3, 2024 at https://www.vanityfair.com/news/story/washington-post-shakeup

(10) The CIA took over most of the American press under Operation Mockingbird in the 1950s, I believe. Nowadays. I’m told, the CIA issues a morning directive on what stories to report and what to say.

(11) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, May 13, 2020.


Steve Beckow


Wednesday, May 8, 2024

Part of a Strategy?

Part of a Strategy?

The Process of Integration – 3

By Steve Beckow

Posted on May 8, 2024


Who needs censors? I keep my mind under lock and key


I’m looking at the walls I build to compartmentalize my knowledge.

There is a separate compartment for knowledge of cross-cultural spirituality and one for knowledge of the divine qualities, life after death, history, etc.

I keep them all separate out of lifelong habit.  The walls are built of fear – fear of being wrong, humiliated, manipulated, etc.  These fears and the resulting decisions have expanded over a lifetime.

But I’m now seeing fewer and fewer grounds for keeping all of that knowledge compartmentalized. Because I can draw love up from my heart, I can dissolve fears. And when fear is gone, there seems to be no further reason for compartmentalization.

The outcome of integration makes me better able to draw on all these fields in my contemplation, prior to writing.  Knowledge ceases to be restricted to just its original field but can be used in the discussion of any relevant topic.

I notice little twinges of fear go off the minute I think about letting go of departmental boundaries. But I feel ready for it.

There’s more of me emerging. I attribute it to the rising lovelight energy. Unlike with some other transitions, where I felt twinges of concern, now I feel very much more open and accepting of the changes in me these energies bring.

***

… and then I saw it.

I leave all my arrangements to Michael and have since June 12, 2023.  (1)

He said to me on one occasion:

Steve: My big concern is that I’ll be head of a large organization and have no memory.

AAM: And you think that we would leave you helpless?

Steve: No, I hope not.

AAM: No, dear heart, that is not the plan.

Steve: Oh good! Even knowing there is a plan is comforting.

AAM: There is not only a plan, Sweet One. There is a strategy afoot to implement the plan. (2)

OK, if there is a plan and a strategy, could this not be part of it? Awaken in Steve the ability to flow. Stickman flowing? That’s a sight to see.

Break down all the walls that compartmentalize his knowledge.  That makes sense as  another possible tactic in the strategy.

You remember I had a medical event, which is usually uniformly considered negative. And yet I emerged from it with the (almost) unfettered use of my legs again.

Earlier, he gave me a case of MSSA, or methicillin-susceptible Staphylococcus aureus, while I was recovering in hospital from a triple bypass.  He admitted he did it to have me relax for one more week. (2)

And the Mother toned down an experience of the Self. (3)

I cite these examples to demonstrate how the higher powers are watching and directing all our important experiences.  I think in the fall of the walls and the rise of flow I’m seeing divine direction there as well.

Who is directing, I believe, is  our archangel and the Mother, in concert with our Universal Self, twin flame, and guides.

So now it’s integration and “fixing” my interest in flowing. Tomorrow may see another step, at their discretion and with my cooperation.

I think I’m being prepared for my future mission. I hope you notice the steps as they happen. I assert that the same process may be used with you.

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 17, 2020. (Hereafter, AAM.)

(2) Steve: Did you bring on the onset of MSSA to have me relax and just spend some time in the hospital?

Archangel Michael: Yes.

Steve: I thought you did! Oh, boy. That is so funny!

AAM: There is a part of you, even when we suggested to you that timeout was required, that doesn’t know what that means.

Steve: Yes, that’s right. That’s why you called me “wildcard” to Philipp, right?

AAM: Yes and your Higher Self, your Universal Self has given permission for these overrides.

Steve: I thought it was funny when it happened. I could see your hand in it. (Nov. 26, 2019.)

(3) Steve: The experience at Xenia, Mother, was that truncated?

Divine Mother: Slightly, yes.

Steve: I had the thought [it was]. … The Light I saw should have been brighter than a thousand suns. The fact that it wasn’t suggests to me that the experience was truncated.  …

DM: It was not is brilliant as possible, let us put it that way.

Steve: Alright… And again, the reason is to keep me in sync with my readers?

DM: To keep you in sync with your readers. But let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is – yes, a million, billion suns – you would have simply departed. …

We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us – for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’” (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.)

Steve Beckow

 
 

Sunday, February 4, 2024

Big Steve Writing

Big Steve Writing

by Steve Beckow

Posted on February 4, 2024



This share will slightly disturb the chronology of the next two or three articles. In the growth movement, we’d call it a “red-hot share.” I acknowledge that growth work Kathleen has been doing in trauma therapy has likely played a role in my realization, below.

I’m experiencing the most amazing gradual – and sometimes sudden – transformation over here from a person whose wounded Child has been running the show for the past 78 years to a person whose Adult is now running it.

One of the sudden transformations happened this morning. Out of the blue. (1)

I’ve been looking at what “self-control” constituted or looked like. Again preparing to be a CEO.

And in the course of it, I got more and more in touch with my Adult (Big Steve, the Commander, my Higher Self). This was the gradual side of the process.

I stopped complaining; that was a big one. You can regard that as brush clearing.

I chose happiness and actually began to cultivate it. I saw that I chose my feelings just as I chose which random thoughts to go with. On and on the process of self-awareness went.

Remember: I’m on the path of awareness and love, the latter drawing me to God and the former allowing me to recognize the Mother/Father One when I see Her.

Then, this morning, I suddenly saw myself reach a point where I was about to complain – and caught myself. It was a trivial matter. But what an impact it had.

Brace yourself now because we’re about to go at lightning speed from the intellectual level through the experiential to the realizational. (2) This is a roller-coaster ride. We call this “a realization.” Here we go.

At that moment I (in my Adult consciousness state) realized that my wounded Child was at the steering wheel. And at that same moment my wounded Child also realized that it was.

This is the second time in my life that two sides of me, “unknown” to each other at an intimate level, arose at the same time and “met” in some way. (3)

And it was OK. I (the Observer) didn’t die. My light didn’t get extinguished.

My wounded Child was reassured. It’s been protecting me (the Observer) since forever from the world of “Adults.”

AND my wounded Child asked my Adult to take the wheel.  All of this went on without words. And my Adult took the wheel.

This is sooooo significant because the Adult cannot forcibly take the wheel from the wounded Child. That would produce more wounding. So for the wounded Child at that moment to have handed the wheel over gladly and willingly was a blessing and I (the Observer of it all) knew it was as and when it happened. All this went on in my creative “imagination.”

I cannot overlook pointing out that this is another step in the process of reparenting myself. In this process, the growth movement has played a big role. (4)

So this is now Big Steve writing. No complaints. No drama. Just, as Jesus said, yes, yes, and no, no. (5)

Footnotes

(1) OK, OK. It undoubtedly wasn’t “out of the blue.” Some trauma therapy work Kathleen has done inspired me.

(2)  I have an enlightenment team on the other side, as do you. They have a hand in deciding what happens when. See Our Enlightenment Partnership at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Our-Enlightenment-Partnership-4.pdf.

Of it the Mother said:

Steve: Now, implicit in what you are saying, Mother, is something that hasn’t been really talked about very much and that’s that the archangels or somebody else is managing our enlightenment experiences, timing, intensity.… Am I correct in that?

Divine Mother: It is a Board of Directors rather than being, “managed by.” That concept, the way that you have phrased it, dear heart, implies that you are being “managed” and that is not correct.

[Steve: It ‘d be a violation of free will.]

Now also know, and it is delightful to speak about this … the timing, the pacing (and when I say “pace,” I mean the sequential unfoldment) of an Enlightenment process is such that of course you have a guardian and usually an archangel that is working with you so that it is humanly and can we say, soul or esoterically – via your Universal Self – managed. (The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.)

The partnership between the embodied individual and their guides and mentors resulting in enlightenment was not explored by, if it was known to, classical enlightenment theorists.

(2) “Attaining a consciousness of absolute truth is the evolutionary journey. This is what you are now ready for, practicing, and moving into. Truth begins as intellectual knowledge, but can never manifest into expression until realized.” (“The Arcturian Group via Marilyn Raffaele. January 10, 2016,” January 11, 2016, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/01/11/the-arcturian-group-via-marilyn-raffaele-january-10-2016/.)

See:

(3) The first time was in 1986, at Expo 86 in Vancouver. My then girlfriend said to me, “Do you know that you have the profile of an abused child?” And two sides of me, a public and a private, arose at the same time and said “Yes!” They “looked” at each other and said “Who are you?” I was explosive for two weeks after.

I realized I was dissociated. I later saw that my personality had been shattered at around age seven. It took eighteen more years to heal. The blessing of it all is that I can describe the process of healing from personality disintegration, of reparenting myself, of finding the source of love, etc.

On the reparenting process involved, see On the Constructed Self at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/On-the-Constructed-Self-5.pdf. Search on “reparenting.”

(4) Specifically, for me, Cold Mountain Institute resident fellowship, the est Training, Vipassana meditation, and enlightenment intensives.

(5) Archangel Michael and I have a prearranged signal. I just got a “blast” on the “intercom”: Yes!

Steve Beckow