Let Go of Any Fear of a Nuclear Holocaust

Let Go of Any Fear of a Nuclear Holocaust

By Steve Beckow

Posted on June 19, 2025

President Trump’s team – probably with the complete agreement of white-hat Messrs. Putin, Xi, bin Salman, Modi, et al – are making moves that look like they’re going (or considering going) nuclear.

I believe that this is simply to get the world’s attention and have us face up to where all our efforts have brought us (answer: To the edge of nuclear war).

I believe it’s all in preparation for the ten days of broadcasts. But very few people would probably share that point of view.

Gazetteller doesn’t and it reports:

“There’s no more pretending. On June 14, 2025, the United States Air Force sent out a 246-character Emergency Action Message (EAM)—a nuclear-level code blast so massive, so unprecedented in length and power, that it shattered every illusion of peace.

“The media blacked it out. Not a word. Because this wasn’t routine. This was the signal that the real government—under President Donald J. Trump—is fully operational and now publicly warning the world: the time of silent resistance is over.

“Two more blasts followed—one on the 15th, one on the 17th—each mirroring a rise in coordinated acts of aggression by Deep State proxies: China, Iran, and Russia. (1)

“As of June 18, 2025, it’s now undeniable. The world is at the edge of a global takedown operation—and only Trump’s military-backed Continuity Government is stopping it from erupting into total annihilation.” (2)

Whoa down there, my friend! Total annihilation! That’s a bit strong.

“China, Iran, and Russia” are not deep-state proxies any more than “America.”  Not the people.

They’ve been ruled by an elite that is deep state, but so has the US. As HRH Reza Pahlavi said the other day, making a distinction between the leaders and the people is paramount:

“Fortunately, I see that more and more people, public opinion, media [outlets] and foreign governments, are finally making a clear distinction between the people of Iran and the regime, and that’s key. That tells you right there that the solution is in front of your eyes. The Iranian people are your solution. Not negotiating with a regime that cannot be trusted.” (3)

Xi Jinping is not deep state. Neither is Vladmir Putin. The Iranian regime definitely is.

As I said earlier, (4) no nuclear or world war will occur. Here’s Ker-On of Venus, serving as a spokesperson for the Galactic Federation, explaining:

“No matter what rhetoric passes between different countries that confront each other, we give an absolute assurance that there will not be another nuclear war. It will simply not be allowed and soon the weapons of war shall be completely silenced forever.” (5)

Archangel Michael said something similar to me in 2019:

Archangel Michael: The human collective is simply becoming, not overwhelmed, but exhausted with the violence.

And those who would use guns or weapons of destruction of any type are reaching a point where the perpetrators of such violence simply say, “No more.” So this is part of my undertaking, Sweet One. (6)

In the face of disinformation and misinformation, in my view, we need to remain clear on what our objectives are. For me they are:

• Liberation of the people of Iran from a despotic regime
• Removal of the deep state from the planet
• Rescue of the trafficked population
• Healing and recovery, wherever needed
• Restoration of human rights and denied prosperity to all people of Planet Earth.

What was it the Mother said? “Make no mistake, Sweet One, Love will win because that has been my Plan always.” (7)

Let’s hold the space for love to win. Doing so, we cannot lose.

Sharing, Giving, and Love

Sharing, Giving, and Love

By Steve Beckow

Posted on April 23, 2025

 

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Sharing, giving – as with Stephen and Anthony –  can send me into this higher form of love that arises after a heart opening.

I’m in it now. If I allow it, I might move into it so completely that I’d forget what I was doing. (At least I think I might. I don’t want to find out because it might create a problem vis-a-vis my soul contract.)

Long-time readers will remember that that’s not what the Divine Mother or Archangel Michael want from me.  (1)

I’m to stay right where I am and go up with everyone else and write about it. Which is what I’m doing right now.

The Lord Arcturus aletered my original contract (which was to write about love) by asking me to go up to and visit the higher dimensions and report back. (2)

Interestingly they seem to not want me to become an interdimensional Gulliver. My interdimensional travel is all through divine states of being.

In 2015 it was love. In 2016, bliss. At some time lost to me, ecstasy, with mere hints of higher realms.

And, in fulfilment of my primary soul contract, (3) I’ve returned to write about these states. They’re temporary now, but after Ascension they’ll either be permanent or else we’ll be able to visit the realms where they exist.

Most of us will ascend to the Seventh Dimension, which apparently is the cut-off point for the ability to visit the higher dimensions. (4)

Footnotes

(1) Steve: Can you help me make sense of returning to my interdimensionality while not becoming a guru figure?

Archangel Michael: It is very simple: visit don’t stay.  So what you are doing, you are pulling into the 5th – into what you think of as your reality – the qualities of mastery [11th] without setting yourself apart from the masses [4th].

You are … teaching others that they can access the mastery [11th] and still be in the Christ Consciousness [7th], in the expanded awareness in the physical form [4th] and in the [transformative] love [5th and higher].  (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, May 6, 2013.)

Steve: The Light I saw should have been brighter than a thousand suns. The fact that it wasn’t suggests to me that the experience was truncated [moderated, toned down].  …

Divine Mother: It was not is brilliant as possible, let us put it that way.

Steve: Alright… And again, the reason is to keep me in sync with my readers?

DM: To keep you in sync with your readers. But let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is – yes, a million, billion suns – you would have simply departed. …

We don’t mean die, but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us – for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’” (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.) (Hereafter DM.)

(2) Lord Arcturus: Now, you have come to a planet in this and in other lifetimes to assist – yes, through communication, through clarity – with the progression of the planet through the elimination of the old third, which was really quite disastrous [to] the progression up through the fifth, through the six, to the seventh so that the planetary system will reside in a level of higher consciousness, Christed consciousness as you think of it.

Now in order to do that, it is highly beneficial – and this is where mutuality comes in – that you would have, not only the intelligence but the perspective of the higher dimensions (it is not a hierarchy but it is different).

And so the perspective, say, of the ninth dimension is very different than the perspective of, say, the third, the fifth or the seventh dimension.

Because it is very important that humanity realize, as they are in their unfoldment to a grander plan, that the seventh dimension is not the end of the road, not the be all and end all.

And so, some of the perspective, the experience, the knowing, the intelligence of different dimensionality is highly beneficial [to you] in helping them move into that higher-dimensional anchoring.   (Lord Arcturus in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 12, 2019.)

(3) Divine Mother: You have chosen long long ago with Me, with Annastara [my twin flame], with ME KI AL, to be a communicator and an agent of change.

You have said to me, “Mother, what if they forget? I will remind them. I will communicate with them through words, through my passion, through my heart, through my knowing. I will communicate the love to them.”

This is your task and it is a task of change as this planet, in this great chaos, in flux, chooses, yes, by this wonderful instrument of free will, as they choose and as you choose to simply be the love.  (DM, April 30, 2019.)

(4) Steve: Access to the seventh means you have access at will to any of the other dimensions…

AAM: You always have. You just don’t know it.

Steve: At that point in the seventh, we have the degree and quality of love … that allows us to see that we can access the others, is that correct?

AAM: Yes. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.)

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What can be Said of an Enduring but Essential Mystery?

What can be Said of an Enduring but Essential Mystery?

By Steve Beckow

Posted on August 27, 2024

Sometime, somewhere, Archangel Michael said to me: “If you only spend your life sending out love, you’d have fulfilled your soul contract.”

But do you think I can find it? Someone asked me for it and, though I couldn’t locate it, I found so many other instances of it – or near relatives – that my questioner and I agreed they should be posted.

The Arcturian Group taught a near-related lesson:

“The highest form of spirituality is to simply know, rest in, and be the Light, which is consciousness of Oneness.” (1)

If it’s the highest form of spirituality, I can’t fail to fulfil my contract by simply doing it; that is, simply loving.

***

Make no mistake about it: I’m not talking about what passes for love on our dimension – turning your head in another’s direction and saying “I love you,” while going over our shopping list in our minds.

I’m talking about drawing a higher form of palpable love up from your heart (not your heart chakra), where it dwells, and feeling it as it moves through you and out to the world. Ooooooooo-wheee! You ain’t never felt anything like this!

Michael describes the situation here:

Archangel Michael: Many human beings thus far … don’t have a reference point and the human psyche, again thus far, has difficulty comprehending things when there is not a reference point.

Steve: Well, yes, of course, that does make sense. But even if there is a reference point … I’ve had many peak experiences in which I, for a short period of time, experienced that love.

But I’d never been able to walk around in it [prior to my heart opening on March 13, 2015] and be with it for hours and see how it comes and goes, the way it keeps anger and jealousy and resentment away. I’d never luxuriated in it and observed it. That’s what’s missing for people.

AAM: Yes, and that is what is coming. That is the focus of this rebirth. When the Mother talks about, when we talk about the rebirth of love upon this planet, that is what we are talking about. (2)

Oh, man, do we have paradise awaiting us!

I don’t think it matters whether he was talking about a planetary heart opening, which is a fourth-chakra trigger of a higher-dimensional experience of love once inside the heart, (3) or Ascension, which is a permanent heart opening. Both are our doors in to a love, as Mike Quinsey says, “that you cannot imagine.” (4)

Everyone who discusses it agrees:

Federation of Light: A LOVE OF A MUCH HIGHER FREQUENCY THAT YOU CANNOT FULLY YET APPRECIATE.” (5)

Divine Mother: [Ascension] is a complete redefinition of what it means to be human. It is the complete surrender and [abolition], elimination of the old third dimension, because love does not exist in that environment, not the love that I speak of this night. (6)

Archangel Michael: This is your new addiction.

S: Addicted to love?

AAM: Yes. (7)

To coattail on the Mother, this is the love I also speak of tonight.  This is where we’re all headed.

***

How will you know you’re experiencing this love? You couldn’t miss it, but let’s pretend you need some markers.

Your experience of life has immediately altered. Your worries, hopes, and fears have vanished, replaced by a feeling that, to describe it, would take a quiverful of superlatives, none of them reaching the target.

Or, like a blanket that’s too small, the words wouldn’t cover all of it at the same time. Something is always left out of our descriptions.  Something always eludes us about love. There seems always more and deeper of it to experience and more to be said. And a terrific urge to say it!

But what? What can be said of an enduring but essential mystery?

Footnotes

(1) “The Arcturian Group through Marilyn Raffaele, July 4, 2021,” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2021/07/04/the-arcturian-group-through-marilyn-raffaele-july-4-2021/.

(2) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 23, 2016. No need to sell me! (Hereafter AAM.)

On the heart opening, see:

• “Submerged in Love,” March 14, 2015, in An Ascension Ethnography at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/An-Ascension-Ethnography-5.pdf, and after.
• “Activating the Wellspring – Part 1/2,” March 14, 2015, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2015/03/14/activating-the-wellspring-part-1-2/.

(3) See:

• The Ring of Fire: A Planetary Heart Opening for Gaia at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/12/Ring-of-Fire-Planetary-Heart-Opening-6.pdf
• Planetary Heart Opening Compilation at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Planetary-Heart-Opening-Compilation-8.pdf

(4) “Eternal life comes through the Supreme Creator and is accompanied by the most exotic form of love that you cannot imagine. Love is the energy of all energies.” (Mike Quinsey’s Higher Self Message, Oct. 4, 2019.)

Divine Mother: The love energy … is what Ascension is. (“Universal Mother Mary’s Ascension Splash!,”channeled by Linda Dillon, May 31, 2017 at https://counciloflove.com/2017/05/universal-mother-marys-ascension-splash/.)

(5) The Federation of Light through Blossom Goodchild, Sept. 27, 2020.

(6) “The Divine Mother Explains Ascension,” October 5, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/10/05/the-divine-mother-explains-ascension/.

(7) AAM, Aug. 22, 2014.

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The Only Secret Then Will Be How to Have More. And More. And More

The Only Secret Then Will Be How to Have More. And More. And More

By Steve Beckow

Posted on August 7, 2024

Mary Magdalene: When you look at the deepest wounds in a person, you will see that they are the same in virtually everyone, man or woman, and come from their need to be known and loved, or come from a feeling of being deprived of love and understanding.  (1)

To borrow from the Divine Mother: Is there any further conversation to be had? (2)

Does not what Mary Magdalene said through Pamela Kribbe about sum things up?

It does for me.

If I look inside, I find that my deepest wounds lie around my Dad never expressing genuine love to me or for me.  What she says fits for me.

It follows that the greatest gift, besides listening, would be loving. Loving, loving, loving.

Keep in mind that I’m pointing to a non-ordinary form of love, which is like the air that residents of higher dimensions breathe but remains almost unknown in this conflict-ridden dimension.

Our portal to it is the spiritual heart – not the heart chakra and not the physical heart. Well, that’s not quite so because the heart chakra turns out to be the light switch that opens the heart.

When the kundalini reaches the fourth chakra, in either an explosion or an implosion, the heart bursts open. We find ourselves suddenly hit by a wave of love. Though it washes through us, it has no perceivable mass. Therefore it doesn’t ruffle a hair.

But it takes with it all our cares, all concerns, all fears, all resentments. It’s this river of love that I know we’ll find ourselves in either in the Ring of Fire/Wave of Love (3) or else in Ascension itself.

If I designed the Divine plan, I’d have the Ring of Fire come right after the ten days of broadcasts. Just as I needed a spiritual experience to jackhammer me out of my dismay after viewing parts of Frazzeldrip, so the world could need a similar experience to extricate it from a mass depression.

The experience of that love leads me to accept without a ripple of concern Buckminister Fuller and Werner Erhard’s notion of a world that works for everyone.

Of course the world would work for everyone. Everyone there has all they want of what we all want in endless amounts: the most wonderful love, to quote Mike Quinsey, that you can never imagine.

Immersed in that love, what else can come near it to distract us from it? OK, bliss. Ecstasy. Joy. But these are just variations of love….

And once we all experience that love, you can throw all the books of spiritual advice – mine first – in the Ganges. The only secret then will be how to have more. And more. And more.

Footnotes

(1) Pamela Kribbe, “Mary Magdelene: The Case for being Human,” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2024/04/06/mary-magdelene-the-case-for-being-human/.

(2) Divine Mother: You have begun by saying that I am not simply a god among gods. I am the Mother. And I am asking and inviting you to join with me. Is there really any further conversation to be had?

Steve: No, Mother. There is not. That is the aim of all our lives. (“The Divine Mother on 12/12/12 and 21/12/12,” Dec. 11, 2012, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/12/11/the-divine-mother-on-121212-and-211212/.)

(3) See The Ring of Fire: A Planetary Heart Opening for Gaia at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/12/Ring-of-Fire-Planetary-Heart-Opening-6.pdf

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Draw Water from the Well. Draw Love from My Heart….

Draw Water from the Well.

Draw Love from My Heart….

By Steve Beckow

Posted on July 31, 2024

The circumstances in the outside world are bizzarre in the extreme. Here we are waiting for a “President” to die (crazy enough since he’s not sick) who died several years ago, along with his son.

The only medical diagnoses he’s had have been from his own physician who says he hasn’t ever seen Biden, only body doubles.

Here we are waiting for his shadow self, as I believe the Japanese call it, his stand-in, also to “die.”

I hope Arthur Roberts gets an Academy Award for this one…. “Errr … uhhh … you know what I mean.” That should finish that line of fakery, for heaven knows what else next.

Perhaps Joe Biden rising from the dead.

Or Project Bluebeam swooping down and taking Arthur/Joe away. I must be getting blazé.

***

Meanwhile I’m gathering myself after a days’ long experience of fairly-rapid growth.

I feel much more confident than the me I was a week ago. I’m still troubled with regrets and guilt and shame and the really deep emotions, all of which will come up at this time of clearing.

Loving-kindness has reduced my irritability until I can’t find it any more.

So I do recommend to my fellow trolls out there a change of vote: From orneriness to loving-kindness. Life improves dramatically. That’s my report.

I feel something else as well – a forlornness. When I look, I see it’s because – and this is my complaint at the heart of this feeling – we never seem to reach finality on anything.

At this moment, I feel condemned to run a treadmill, seemingly forever, with the carrot on the stick being “Tomorrow.” Who cheers up the cheerleader?

I do, of course. I remember what I’m forgetting and I get back to work.

***

I’m forgetting to draw love up from my heart. I was stuck in believing the environment, the climate of the synching of energy was still here. But, no, it left overnight and I’m back on the ground.

Oh, now I see what this is. This is the post-experience letdown. I know this very, very well.

My first experience of any form of post-experience letdown was after a spiritual transformation I went through at an Enlightenment Intensive I took at Cold Mountain in 1976. The story is cute and instructive. May I tell it?

The EI master in the Enlightenment Intensive asked us to come up to the front if we thought we had had an experience. That was a trick question.

I thought I had had an experience and began to walk up to the front. He shouted at me, “Sit down.”

Thinking we had an experience was not what he was looking for.

And then I did have an experience, the first I’m aware of having. I was radiant and I didn’t need the instructor to validate my experience. I got up and walked out the door.

It must have been our last workshop because the next thing I remember I was on the ferry home and I told a little white lie. And the space vanished. I was worse than devastated. I was laid low.

So I’m experiencing a vasana or core issue at this moment that traces back to the loss of that first spiritual experience. That same sense of devastation is here now as forlornness.

I just need to be with it until it feels heard and leaves. Then it’s back to work. Draw water from the well. Draw love from my heart….

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Synching with Archangelic Energy - 4

Synching with Archangelic Energy

By Steve Beckow

Part 4

Posted on July 30, 2024

This Spiritual Currency is the Real Wealth

It’s not lost on me that this increased sense of closeness or felt contact with Michael should occur after having changed my vote from orneriness to loving kindness.

I continue to enjoy the results of that contact. I’m creating a fantasy that I can be with Michael in an easily-locatable seat of the soul, the deepest part of the heart and, just like with an Apple laptop and an iPhone, I can “synch” with him. We share … what? I don’t know. Certainly energy.

I emerge feeling strengthened, revivified, ready for what’s next.

What a surprise it’d be to learn that this is the way the help I’m to receive when I face a daunting task is to come. I can imagine that that might be the case. We’ll have to see.

I feel peace at the level of a divine quality. That is, I’m in it rather than it being in me.

I’m feeling love for myself, but it’s different than before. Before, I’d have had to breath love up from my heart and swirl it around my field of awareness. It took effort.

Now I’m feeling it coming up of its own, earmarked “For the Self.” No need to swirl it around. It’s as if it were “Special Delivery,” door-to-door.

I breathe into it and almost swoon in the refined wave of love that returns. I so wish the whole world could feel this – and it will. This is where we’re going. I’m just being shown the preview.

Reval? What Reval? This spiritual currency is the real wealth.

A day later

How much easier it is now to be loving and kind when synched with Michael’s energy.

This ends my chronicling of “synching with Archangelic energy.”

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The Felt Need to Be Right

The Felt Need to Be Right

By Steve Beckow

Posted on July 14, 2024

As I transition from ogre to loving kindness, I’m watching myself, to spot any impediments.

And I just saw myself spark at such a very minor, everyday matter that I feel embarrassed to mention it. OK, OK.  It was implied that I was not right in saying what time I got home.

Right away I rolled out the heavy guns and looked around me to see who was the transgressor, who had implied I was wrong?

As I waited to identify the threat, I began reviewing my favorite justifications, excuses, and denials just in case they were needed.

So simple a matter, huh? The stuff of wars.

One accusation of being wrong is equal to another. I’d start World War III over a false accusation of getting the time wrong as easily as I would over Pearl Harbor.

Vasanas (core issues) are insane. The way the mind works can be insane. I’m glad I changed my vote. I no longer have to occupy that ornery territory.

So this is what I’m doing: I’m either getting the experience of loving kindness or getting the barrier. If the barrier, I’m processing it. (1)

Keep in mind that loving kindness is already there. It’s simply buried under our personal load of resentments, complaints, judgments, etc.

As I saw at Xenia on Sept. 17, 2018, my purity and innocence are native to me. They exist at a place that can be thought of as way under or way deeper than the vasanas (core issues), something I saw in meditation on that day. (2)

I’m not seeking something outside myself. Like everything else good, I suspect I’ll find it in my heart.

Thus, for me, the work is to experience through to completion – or eliminate – the obstacles, the vasanas and the independently-existing automatic behavior patterns that the vasanas give rise to.

Underneath I’m sure I’ll find that the true Me is already wholly loving and kind.

Footnotes

(1) On processing a vasana, see “How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” in Vasanas: Preparing for Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/Vasanas-Preparing-for-Ascension-R8.pages.pdf

(2) On the experience of the Self at Xenia, see:

• “We Are, All of Us, Innocent and Pure,” April 7, 2020, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2020/04/07/307247/
• “Archangel Michael Explains What Happened at Xenia,” Sept. 22, 2018, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/09/22/archangel-michael-explains-what-happened-at-xenia/

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The Standalone Truth is Only Love

The Standalone Truth is Only Love

By Steve Beckow

Posted on July 5, 2024

Even a lioness knows what love is

After writing an earlier article, (1) I had a realization while sitting at the keyboard.

I realized that a step on the overall, endless journey is to surrender any attachment to individuality.

I said “attachment.” I still use my name and have possessions. But I have no attachment to anything impermanent.

Anicca, anicca, anicca, my meditation teacher used to say. Not this impermanent reality, not this, not this. That is not who I am or what I’m looking for.

I’m pushing my edge here, to get myself going, but not in conversation. In self-awareness.

I push that edge on whatever level of reality is available to me in the moment.

The tool I can use most effectively to check for blocking is my breath. If there is muscular tension – a holding pattern in my body – it’ll impede my breathing and thus be sensible to me.

Yes, there’s lots of holding.

When I open to realizing what the holding is about, I realize that, growing up, I was not allowed to voice disagreements, dislikes, etc. Where I funnelled my energy was into a withholding of love and a holding on to resentments.

Massive work to be done there. I’ll be using the Law of Karmic Dispensation to forgive those who have harmed me and ask forgiveness of those whom I may have harmed.  I’m not sure how else I could be free of it all in a short amount of time.

From the realization comes the real work.

I love what the Divine Mother said about our choice:

Divine Mother: We are not talking about transient interpretations of what is transpiring. It is aligning and adhering to the standalone truth – and the standalone truth, sweet one, is only love. (2)

The choice is not left or right, Democrats or Republicans, but for the experience of love or no love.

And not even loving this person or that, but loving love itself. Loving being in the experience of it, savoring it, and sharing it. Loving being love. Or not.

The choice to do that, for me, is the only true choice in my life and development. All the rest is subsidiary, dependent.

Footnotes

(1) “No Issues Behind Door No. 3,” June 26, 2024, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2024/06/26/no-issues-behind-door-no-3/

(2) “Divine Mother ~ I Do Not Call It a “Virus,” I Call It ‘“The Pause,’” April 5, 2020, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2020/04/05/divine-mother-i-do-not-call-it-a-virus-i-call-it-the-pause/.)

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I Just Need to Love

I Just Need to Love

By Steve Beckow

Posted on July 3, 2024

Happy Independence Day, America!

There’s no better contribution that I can make than to share my record of shaking free from a few unworkable behavior patterns, if you’d allow me.  It seems fitting on Independence Day.

What makes this time different for me than times past is that in the past I’d always be hearing about someone else’s crisis. Yes, from time to time that would be interrupted by a triple bypass or prostate cancer, but none of that was any big deal (the recovery might be).

I even emerged from what I consider to be a heart attack better than I’d been before. (1)

Most of what was happening was far away. I was always, seemingly, in the eye of the storm.

Now, one crisis after another, has hit in rapid succession. They were almost like hammer blows, given how the one before it already rattled my nerves. I was in the thick of it. (The crises were still happening a day after this article was written.)

Let me start with the bandit ATM, a few crises in. Imagine feeding an ATM $1,000 and getting back a receipt saying thank you for your $340? Machines are not supposed to be robbers and thieves. There went my faith in machines!

And the bus-pass machine later the same day denying me service? What is this? Was I in the Warsaw Ghetto or something that a machine is saying no service for you? Of course I’m by this time nearly horizontal from all the other things going wrong, many of which I’m not reviewing here.

And a day after writing this article, I heard that a good friend had just had an operation to treat three ulcers and could die. And another good friend delivered a baby in one hospital room in a rural town while her brother-in-law passed away after a heart attack in the room across the way.  This has been a bizarre week x 10.

In my view, I’m in boot camp. The Company of Heaven is raising one scenario after another that raises one vasana (or core issue) after another.

I say it’s all being done on purpose.

I got at a realizational level and not just an intellectual or experiential level (2) that I’m in transition from being a writer only to a writer and a humanitarian philanthropist/CEO.   And I still have many vasanas (core issues), which translate into many vulnerabilities.

Many holes in the dike. Much bleeding off of energy to maintain my old holding patterns. And condemning myself to trying to move others by control, carrot and stick, etc.

In my old hermit role, all was manageable because I was walled off from “disturbances.” But this will be a complete change of scene and modus operandi and I’d best be ready for it.

Clean up my eating habits. T-shirt and jeans? Remember how to be in civilized company and “pass.”

Change my vote on a lot of matters. (3)

 

Then relief comes in a moment when I remember….

… and experience and know what will change all this….

Love.

I breathe love up from my heart and voila! All my worries vanish.

I remember what Michael said:

AAM: Love is the energy of the universe. It is the energy of the Mother. And it moves constantly, continually, eternally, infinitely. So, to have an experience of love, it [must move] through you.  (4) [My emphasis.]

 I’m having an experience of love right now as it moves through me and out to the world, on my inbreath and outbreath.

This is how I’m going to do it.  Remind me when I forget.

If ever there were a demonstration for me that “love is the answer,” it’s right now, showing how drawing love up from my heart and experiencing it as it passes through me calms me in the midst of crisis.

(I’m talking about a higher form of love than we normally experience, but will experience more and more of as time passes.)

Back to the transition.  Given that I lack all knowledge of business matters and yet Michael and Sanat Kumara still want me to be right where I am, (6) I’ll act on what I actually do know … and mostly that is “love,” the nature of love, the mechanics of love….

People understand love. It’s a universal. They respond to it.

I don’t need to strategize, just as the blog has never needed to advertise.  I just need to love.

Footnotes

(1) My slipped disc was healed and about 90% of the pain in my left knee from arthritis is gone as a result of that “heart attack” experience. Just enough is left, I surmise, to slow me down, which I believe to be its purpose.

(2) On the levels of knowledge, see:

• “No Issues Behind Door No. 3,” June 26, 2024, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2024/06/26/no-issues-behind-door-no-3/
• “Who’s Behind the Curtain?” February 13, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2023/02/13/whos-behind-the-curtain/
• “Realization is Simply Seeing from a Higher Level of Consciousness,” February 25, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/02/25/realization-is-simply-seeing-from-a-higher-level-of-consciousness/.

(3) On changing my vote, see:

• “A Radical Change of Vote,” December 23, 2019, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/12/23/a-radical-change-of-vote/.
• “Changed My Mind,” September 6, 2021, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2021/09/06/changed-my-mind/
• “Changing My Vote on Change,” January 25, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2023/01/25/changing-my-vote-on-change/
• “A Week of Disasters? Not Really,” July 3, 2024, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2024/07/03/a-week-of-disasters-not-really/

(4) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Dec. 5, 2018. (Henceforth, AAM.)

(5)  Steve: You must know that … I have the proclivities of a monk. I’m not attracted to making money or earning money. I have a hard time getting going in that whole area.

AAM: Because it is not what you are here to do.

Steve: I don’t feel it is.

AAM: No, it is not. Understand that.

Steve: Okay, for the rest I am just trusting. I’m just leaving it up to you and that’s what I should do, right?

AAM: That is all you can do. And it is so, and I truly mean that you have reached a point in your heart, in your being, in your life, in your consciousness where you are realizing … first of all you are realizing the magnitude of our partnership but you’re also realizing that worry and fear and angst do not create and they do not birth.

Yes, there are times, fight or flight, where it may spur you into action but in and of itself, fear and worry will not do anything. (AAM, Aug. 17, 2018.)

Steve Beckow

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