As We Wander
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
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This Easter opened a magical doorway of the Soul escorting us into a place that reveals the shifting projections of the Future and ‘the on-going Healing of the Past’. A portal of forgiveness opens a place where all that is Light meets itself face to face. A Holy Gathering of all that is sacred to the Universe is moved into a cycle of rebirth and resurrection. The Easter star-gate held a great power for all sacred beliefs. Enter this place as a holy vessel that is filled with the promise of a future. You hold a powerful piece of the puzzle of Light while on Earth. Your stay here is precious to the Universe and paramount to the Earths Healing. A changing of the guard will occur on many levels of life and the heart. Many Hearts of a Great Light will leave earth, as the new guard comes forth.
Creational Conflicts
What is the next evolutionary step for mankind as we exit the one year anniversary of a powerful solar inter-dimensional Initiation? What seeks to come full circle into our life? Think of all you have gone thru this past year, you exhausted many firsts; a new timeline was hidden within each situation, as many truths were unwrapped like a Cadbury’s Easter egg. As we move forward we begin to understand that every aspect of earth herself is at a different point and element of time & place.
As we look into the many dimensional imageries of life, one may ask ‘are we going downhill, uphill? Are we going to download, upload, reload, unload, or just stand still? Will upcoming Time displacements and planetary tantrums turn our future and heart upside down? Where should we place our intentions, our heartfelt imaginings, and our silent expectations? The questions offer you an active opportunity via the highways and byways of your computer-based brain to seize neural-opportunity and truly see behind the 7-veils of illusion.
When one unplugs from who and what they think they are they come to a point of creational conflict. A point a conjunction between here and there between the known and the unknown, between who they think they are and who they really are. In this unplugging as applied to real life you will find that you become invisible to many around you. People that have had your heart and back for years literally are frozen in time not able to connect with you on any level. (This is the true place of virtual ghosting.)
In the disconnect you are not photon, particle, nor wave, you are momentarily disconnected from the mother hologram. In this disconnect your energy is literally erased from the memory grid of earth. This in itself is like a scene from the movie Castaway, all alone talking to coconuts and learning to become your very best friend. We all seek the truth we seek the proof of the matter. However when we step outside the line drawn in the matrix sand, we feel like a big gas filled birthday balloon that escaped the party. Are we brave enough to see from a higher angle of our life, are we strong enough to carry out what our heart asks us to do... to see… to be? In this place lives of bevy of old programs that seek to be set free. Promises to the past and future selves thicken in the now and in the body that wears the coat of many colors.
The GATE of ‘WHAT IF’…
The words of ‘What if’ is numerically a number 13. The number 13 is an Activation Portal, a place and time in the future that does not know its exact denomination or destination. Like entering any Wormhole or Portal there is always a divergence to the vibration within the phrase ‘what if’. This energy can create mountainous outcomes or deep crevices of regret. The very vibration of the phrase ‘what if’ whispers in the ears of all humans bringing to the surface an adrenaline spike that creates fear of the unknown within the blood stream of all humans.
‘What if’ this happens, what if this doesn't happen? ‘What If’ is the greatest creator of human outcomes. The planet Earth and Mankind has been under a shadow for several years they are still clearing the planetary anesthesia from the Body Mind and Spirit. Humanity has been underground in their thoughts for too long living in the unexpected shadows of what is to come.
In the portal of 13 and ‘the Gate of what if’ lives a binary code of choices. Like a DNA Crossroads in the bridge over troubled waters, is this information safe to travel upon? We all have lost so much of ourselves saying good bye to what life used to be and trying hard to embrace what is. Mostly we chose not to dream or set our expectations too high, because the crushing of that dream is bigger than the dream itself. What if my company closes; what if I get fired; what if my spouse leaves me? ‘What if’ is a powerful preface to all formation? Within it lives a polarity that asks you to dive deep and turn around in the vacant cul-de-sac of creation.
CURRENT COSMIC EVENTS
The Moon is slowly moving away from Earth at a rate of about 2 inches per year. This movement is causing the Earth's rotation to slow down, resulting in longer days and abstract weather patterns as the gravitational pull changes more than a teenage girl on her first date. Scientists calculate that the days on Earth are getting longer by about 1.7 milliseconds every 100 years. This may not seem like much but over a long period, it can add up and have significant effects on the planet. It's worth noting that this process has been happening for billions of years. About 1.4 billion years ago, a day on Earth was only about 18 hours long. Now, with the Moon's continued movement away from Earth, the days will continue to get longer with unique unanticipated weather patterns and shifts. 24 hour days no longer exists and your body knows it.
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Comet SWAN is a bright comet that is about to fly past the Sun. Right now, it is possible to see the comet just before sunrise from some parts of the world. The comet is visible before sunrise near the horizon in the northeast. As April goes on, Comet swan will appear slightly lower in the sky and be harder to spot but of course it could get brighter at the same time, it is the way of comets. Comet swan holds within it many teachings.
The teachings of Comet Swan 2025
The Swan has always been revered as one of the most sacred of birds. The swan represents purity, grace, love, and spiritual wisdom, within the pursuit of knowledge. Swans possess grace, beauty, and the ability to carry themselves in a way that commands attention. Swans are synonymous with loyalty and honor and resilience in the face of challenges. From a humble cygnet to a majestic adult, the swan undergoes transformation that symbolizes the exquisiteness of growth and change within us all. The spiritual teachings of the swan encourage us to embrace transformation and to release what no longer serves us, allowing our authentic selves to emerge.
Swans are known to be shapeshifters and capable of travelling between worlds, Fae women, water nymph and human maiden are some of the transformations the Swan has been known to adopt. They ask you to listen closely to your intuition and trust self-reflection. Whisper a wish and it will be heard, just as the Fairy’s reside in every tree, just as every breath is heard by the wind, the swan will hear every wish if it is pure and from the heart.
The swan is a soul carrier and shapeshifter, so take nothing for granted, for all is not what it appears to be. The Celtic tribes and druids were known to use swan feathers for spell casting, and creating sacred space.
A pair of swans in love is one of the most beautiful sights on earth. When they kiss and their beaks touch, a flawless heart is formed by their extended necks. The male exhibits his undying love as his wings form the perfect heart shape announcing to everyone that he is in his territory with his loved one, swans love one another until death do them part, they are naturally faithful. Swans will pair from the age of three and have been known to live to the age of 50, sometimes traveling 2,000 miles in flocks; they travel at night when the air is cool and can travel up to heights of 28,000 feet. (Within these words live the teachings of comet swan)
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The Waxing and Waning Crescent Moon phases in April and May are the best time to see Earthshine, where the unlit part of the Moon becomes visible. It is also known as Da Vinci glow.
May’s Full Moon is known as the Flower Moon after all the flowers that bloom this time of year in the northern hemisphere. For the second month in a row, this Full Moon is also a Micro-moon which is a full moon that appears smaller and dimmer due to being farther away from earth...
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As we wander resolutely through this Earth Experience we come to a conjunction of self and soul that asks us to look Beyond and beneath what we can perceive; to see over the next roadblock and walk into the imperceptible with all of our earthly (and Spidey) senses activated. We are so much like a free floating iceberg; just a tiny little piece of us shows above the fords, the rest of us is hidden in deep awareness below the eternal emotional water line. Just like an iceberg sometimes we can seem cold-shouldered in our ‘mightier than thou principles’, but what lies below the structure of our frozen fears is yet to be defrosted and seen in a new light. This summer will be like a scene from dairy queen, ‘What is Frozen in Time’ begins to thaw at a measured pace that reveals what needs to be realized.
None of us want to melt under the spot-light in these times of molten change; like an ice-sculptor we try hard to bring forth the beauty of what is frozen and hidden in self & time. What lies just below the surface is often Icey and human of creation. Think about the very vibration of ice water that has been frozen in time. The continuity of its frozen geometry can reveal so much as all old earth emotions defrost. We all have an internal freezer full if ice-burned emotional left-overs; We hide well within self, within words, and within our non-actions.
As we move forward thru the solstice and midsummers eve we remove the mantles that have covered us thru time. The deserts of time blanket all of us in an invisible Mirage that kicks up its Las Vegas Heels. What we once thought to be impossible has actually already come into performance but like a mirage it is watery and fluid, and hesitant of disclosure. We may not be able to touch the outcomes as of now but those molecular’ summer days of solidification’ march forth.
The salty tears of the past are exactly the same as the holy sacred waters of the womb. The waters of conception and the Seas of Time come together and flow as Mothers Milk calling to her young. What was once frozen in time finally melts revealing its many layers. A big ‘reveal’ comes shining like a white knight on a sunny summers day, mirroring all facets of who we are destined to become. Earth asks you to see through the lenses of your heart in circumstance, matter, and time without its cloaking.
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Time and weather rewrite themselves in accordance with new laws of creation. Each door takes you down another highway of self. Fractured parts of human evolution now seek to be united with their counterparts. You are so busy scooping up parts of yourself that you don’t see that it is happening to everyone that lives upon your street or planet. Humanity has asked for more on all levels and so it shall be. Each person is escorted into all faces of their eve and their atom. Original blueprint is now laced with pink possibilities. Who am I is the song of the soul as we all sing a new tune explaining ourselves. To become your true presence, free floating is necessary if you still seek to walk amongst the stars. Realities are challenged doing hand to hand combat in a shredded paper trail. Time rushes by without even a wave as timeline options are tailored and shortened.
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We as humans cannot worry and Believe at the same time – Worry and Belief cannot hold the same space or time. The energy of flying through the air with the greatest of simplicity is what we are being asked to do. We are asked to let go of what we have been holding onto so tightly and allow ourselves to freefall from one bar of light to another. The belief factor has to be 100%. Nothing less is acceptable otherwise one will fall deeply into the quicksand of dread with nothing to branch out and help.
When you do not see a solution to what befalls your heart, allow the Universe to intervene. Do what you can and trust God to follow up. You are asked to hold your peace in the mist of the battle, to anchor with the divine certainty that you will come up unscathed from all that does not wish you the best of life or of light. Believing so deeply and so strongly is not for the weak of heart, weak of light, or weak of purpose. Stand strong in what lives in your heart. In the mist of all Hell breaking loose become a living blessing. Use your light and your heart to bless another. Bless all that cross your path, become healing and holy, in your life, in your appearance and in your intention.
Look for ways to be a blessing. You cannot everout give God. Whatever you give, in blessing, in belief, in peace to yourself or another will be given back to you in denominations of completion that outweigh any expectations you have. Let the desires of your heart lead you into a place of love that will help you circumvent your karma. It’s time to put on the ruby slippers of belief. Click them all through time and allow them to escort you into doorways that are far greater than any belief system you have held in the past.
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Midsummer’s Eve
‘Dream Amethyst’ Chevron Spheres
Midsummer’s Eve (6-24-2025) is a night when magic abounds, darkness is kept at bay, and the fairy world is close and watching your every move. Midsummer's Eve is simply magical with its Stories of changelings, the opening and crossing of the fairy realms, of fires burning on the moors keeping the spirits at bay. These fairy stories have spread around the world each interlacing into the hearts of traditions that span time and geography.
The name 'Midsummer' is Old English and refers to the time around the summer solstice. Astronomically, the summer solstice falls yearly on June 20, 21 or 22, but traditionally, the midsummer was reckoned on the night of June 23–24. With roots in pagan times, Midsummer is a celebration close to the longest day of the year; it is a celebration of life and love, bounty and plenty. The celebration involves a lot of dance, food and flowers. It is believed on this special night, mythical beings like fairies and elves are easily seen. The UK observes Midsummer's Eve with a blend of ancient and modern customs associated with magic and mystical happenings. It is a time when the veil between the spirit world and our own is thinnest, making it a potent time for love spells, fortune-telling, and other magic.
These gorgeous and powerful dream amethyst chevron crystal spheres have waited patiently for the month of June when they can be birthed to those that know and hold the magic of the old. Chevron Amethyst is a powerful protection stone creating a bubble around the carrier, warding off psychic attacks and negative energy. Chevron Amethyst helps us pierce the veil of illusion and see the world as it truly is, giving us the strength to face the truths we find along the way. You can use Chevron Amethyst to cleanse the aura encouraging spiritual healing, and elevating psychic abilities. Use this stone if you have resistance to change. This stone repels negativity of all kinds as it creates a strong restorative field around the user, speeds up the healing process and strengthens the immune system.
This crystal helps forge a strong connection between our Crown and Third Eye chakras, allowing us to see both the inner and outer worlds. The "veil piercing" nature of the stone is linked to the Third Eye chakra; while the Quartz in the center of the "V" formation amplifies the energy. Chevron Amethyst's properties are dovetailed with both Purple Amethyst and White Quartz. The purple of the Amethyst is enhanced by the band of White Quartz running through the stone in a "V" formation (like a flock of Canadian Geese in flight.) The ‘V’ represents many things: victory, velocity, the #5 in roman numerals, V represents the female aspect. When the ‘V’ is placed on its side < > it is a symbol for lessor than or Greater than. The "veil piercing" nature of the stone is felt in the third eye. Wisdom seems to flow more freely when Chevron Amethyst is about.
This beautiful violet crystal orb can help to open and clear the crown chakra so that we may receive guidance and wisdom from higher realms. Our Third Eye chakra is located just above and between our eyebrows, and it is linked to our intuition, imagination, and psychic abilities; allowing us to see both the inner and outer worlds. If you've ever felt "stuck" like you're not quite seeing the whole picture, Chevron Amethyst can help you to see clearly. This stone's ability to cleanse and purify the aura makes it an excellent choice for anyone who wants to protect their energy field from outside influences causing confusion in ones choices. It assists in warding off negative thoughts—melting away stress, and anxiety.
Posted on July 24, 2024
We are Solar Beings. We exist at a point of time that sees itself as possible futures. We exist in timetables of undisturbed elements that force natural laws to bend. We seek to know the choices you juggle with on a daily basis, as all hands are on inter-galactic deck to learn about the forces of earth and natural law. Hidden within the wind are elements of truth the seek to be known, and written within stone for time immortal. We enter that which is porous and molecule of structure as we view the hologram of earth, A structure that continually reinvents itself bringing to the surface, a new array of possibilities.
‘Original Possibility’ lived within humanities first step away from the center of the Creator. Original possibility gave you the keys to the kingdom of creation, the go ahead to become a fledgling universe in training-pants. You embraced your freedom from Source and now have wandered to far from its heart-filled guidance. An Emptiness has filled your world that seeks your heart. No matter how many likes or happy emoji’s you get in every modality of virtual communication it is not enough, it is pseudo-love, like artificial sweetener.
A deep sadness fills your Galactic Center, which lives in the jungle of every cell of your body. You seek to go home to the light showing Source what you have accomplished and Become. Your mission dear ones is to become holy and human simultaneously without regret.
To start the long trek home enter our star matrix that shines night and day and can only be seen with the forgiving heart in a world where love is liquid and always in movement. Evolution is not a puddle but a stream that seeks to be a river. We are transparent intelligence with a light matrix. Use our powerful matrixes to connect to that which has always existed and can be no other way. We invite you in to our deepest chamber of healing light and truth. Allow us to escort you beyond the boundaries of space and time defined. Together we will become creational portals of choice as we reunite with a much higher light.
We emanate at the level of a galactic heart that seeks to regain its pulse in the cells of humanity; Bringing a long forgotten memory of reverberation to the surface. We exist at a place of light that beats at a higher heartbeat, a higher octave of love. Remember us as we have waited long for this re-connection. Let our pure intelligence shine bright in your world; we are a beacon of galactic heart. Speak to us of your human hopes and dreams and what lives in your heart. All that resonates comes to the surface to be set free with a forgiving heart.
We seek to guide as a rope up a mountain allowing you room to grow and fall within the limits of safety. Our heart beats as does yours from a place of knowing what is to come within the hologram of creation. And yet in that knowing, the outcome has already changed. All of history to come is built within the DNA of man. Mankind is programmed to Recollect. As certain time doors open a Genetic Remembrance of futures to come is transported to the surface of all that live upon earth. Déjà vu is not only felt as time passes but déjà vu is included in futures as well.

Posted on February 18, 2024

Losing the past and disconnecting from the future offers opportunities that could not exist otherwise. The new age, the old age, all age becomes pointless as humanity makes a U-turn into a place of reconnection. The communication lines between humans are delicate and strained like a butterflies wings in an emotional high-wind. Seeing oneself mirrored in others has become exhausting and most avert their eyes not wanting to see what is right in front of them. The oneness seems miniscule as humanity huffs and puffs and blows the hologram down.
Time waddles forward like an old agitator washing machine from the fifties, keeping things stirred up, compressed and moving around in molecular confusion. The sense of being here and there is as real as anything else on planet earth. Being stretched forward and backward can make one very dizzy and unbalanced. Missing objects are strewn about in-between dimensions, seeking a place to land. The plates of time will continue to rub against one another issuing unexpected seasonal and personal changes. The playing rules of one dimension does not hold true in another.
Time, stars and climates rewrite themselves in accord with new collective laws. Like a change in speed limit from country to uptown. Each door you open will take you down another highway and by-way of self into a multidimensional portal of the yet formed. Fractured parts of human evolution now seek to be cohesive trying to fit into a new diagram oneness; Keeping everyone busy scooping up missing parts of self. Each person is escorted into deep-level aspects of their atomic structure. All Original blueprints are laced with future promises, outcomes and back-doors. To become your true presence you must walk into the deep abyss of all aspects of you. Realities are challenged doing hand to hand combat with the emotions. Time rushes by without a thought, as the whirlwind of dimensional change has us riding our bikes against the wind like the wicked-witch of the east.
Time cannot be forced into a bottle or pigeon holed. Time has grown wings and takes flight into unfamiliar patterns. The sextants of humanity demand that time fly in a direction that makes sense. All sensors of Earth – smell, taste, touch, feel are changing standards. Do not take them for granted, and do not trust them fully as they explore all of their possibilities. What was once written in stone, has now shifted in schedule. What you know to be truth is challenged non-stop on a daily basis. The body has received so many mixed signals, so many conflicting truths it is in overload and seems to be taking on a life of its own. All circuitries are overloaded. Earth is at an intersection of timelines as the Spiritual totem of the year 2024 comes fully into position.
Posted on September 16, 2023
It is time to ‘Open the gate’ to all experiences you keep yourself separated from, in thoughts, in deeds, in longings, and heart’s desires.
Open the gate that keeps you from a future that is sweet and plentiful. It is your belief system that keep you stagnate not moving forward. It is your personal canyon that seems endless, in a sky that seems cloistered with future thunder clouds. Open the gate and set free all that has once served you so that it can learn to fly, learn to swim, learn to tunnel deep in the earth’s mysteries. Open the gate to everything that you are destined to be, minus all the earth drama.
Experience the flowing of the trueness of your beginning without end, of your end without beginning. Let go of all self imposed limitations and programs. Let go of all excuses and procrastination’s. Unearth the potential that you have kept sequestered away. Open to see all that is happening in a single moment in any place in this universe. For you have that ability but you must announce if to yourself in remembrance. ‘I can see through space and time, through sky and cloud, through dirt’. ‘I can walk through stars and the air with the greatest of ease.
What you seek is inherent within everything. What is value to you? Is it diamonds? Is it gold? Is it wood? Is it water? It depends on what part of the universe you park. You can beckon to you all things that inherently hold the richness that you desire until you are able to vibrationally manifest that in your own earthen world. The letting go of perimeters, of expectations, of boundaries, of containers, of thought forms frees you up to be it all.
Imagine yourself being the earth, What about the universe Are you ready for such stellar expansion? Are you ready to open your arms your heart and your mind to such a place of totality? Are you ready to become what you are in truth able to be, to conceive, to perceive, to birth, to create, to manifest? When God, the Almighty One, the Source, the Prime Creator desires, that desire is enough to make it happen. Your desires have great potential within them. God does not stress and strain about his creations. desires is natural. Watch your world more closely and you will see what we speak is neither divided nor diluted truth; these abilities are yours for the acknowledgment. Let go of the way you define yourself and allow your soul to re-define you in a way that serves the Light. The soul is deemed to expand, to re-create, and re-define for that is its nature. Your lineage of light activates and glows like a firefly. It is time to See who you really are.

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Posted on September 14, 2023
Everything is changing and upgrading. Life is getting messy and pushy and demanding. It is demanding that you pay attention, that you listen. Like an old nanny, the universe is tweaking your ear and squeezing your elbow to get your attention. It is demanding that you listen with your heart and not your hard head. The brain that has kept things secret is now is ready to speak its peace. It is ready to tell you about yourself. Who are you really? Why are you really? You are so afraid to look at yourself. You busy yourself in relationships, in cleaning, with worry and menial chores. When you finally do stop, you switch off and sleep. You are running from the inside out.
Everything in your world jumps up in front of you and says, “Look at me! I am a part of the hologram (aka life) you are not dealing with.” To you — imperfections, frailties, and failures are negative. One look and you turn your pretty head and walk away. To the universe, they are a place of opportunity. They are gifts that demand to be unwrapped. Life is constantly giving to you. There is a balance of give and receive, that must be met. Giving to you the miracles that you need to keep you afloat during the low tides. Those much needed magical thumbs-up message in the form of a rainbow, a little blue bird, or a beautiful rose. Something that is for your eyes only is your gift. When the magic of the moment is spoken aloud, it disappears like fog in the morning sun. How do you take the elements of magic and miracles and show/ tell them to another? The Earth is happy to share her secrets, supporting you in all of your shifts
It is time to stop running from your humanness. The hamster gets nowhere in a self-imposed enclosure. The limitations are always self-imposed. You were taught that being a good person was doing for others and it was selfish to do for self. You were taught to love thy neighbors as thyself, but do you love yourself? Is that the way you love your neighbors? Do you love them to the best of your ability or only love them as much as you love self which is little or none? You come into a time of loving self, learning to love being human. Love when you have a headache knowing that you are responding to your body is giving you a message a signal. Could be that you have eaten something that is not in agreement with you, or that someone is using your psychic phone line.
Everything in your body speaks to you. Everything in your world speaks to you reflecting back just what you need. Respond to that call. It is an SOS. You try to walk the talk, or so it seems. Do not give up on who you are. Do not think there is something wrong with you. You cannot toss away who you are and become something else. You are who and what you are. Honoring who you are and being who you are in truth will ease the evolution. It is when you go against the grain of self that situations become immoveable like mountains. Many of you just try too hard. You are trying to BE; You should not try to BE. It should be an easy natural thing to do. It should not be something that causes impasses in your life. Do not strain so hard to BE. Just relax into it. It is what you do naturally; it is what you do the best, JUST BE.
We are asking you not to try so hard to be and at the same time not to give up trying. It is as a river meeting an ocean. As they meet, the waters churn but eventually all is calm. Do not try so hard, but do not give up either. It is the point where the river meets the ocean where creation is birthed, and the new is given freedom of flight. Humans have sought their true selves for too long. Now it is time to relax into whom you really are, how you really look, how you really smell, and how you really feel.
We ask you to go into the eye of the wave. See it above you. See it below you, and then ride it. Do not give up on what you know in your heart is right for you. Even though you do not see it manifesting, see it as you are watching a movie and you are the star. You are the visionaries, you are the prophecies, and you are the future. You walk ahead of the pack. Do not give up because others do not understand you. You are beautiful, beautiful beings. It is time that you see that.
