Showing posts with label Self. Show all posts
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Saturday, March 29, 2025

About feeling for the self what is Truth

About feeling for the self what is Truth

The Federation of Light

Channel: Blossom Goodchild

Posted on March 29, 2025


 
Black = Federation of Light 
Gray = Blossom Goodchild


Good morning! Trying to find the time and be in the right mood is proving difficult this week. Let’s see how we go. Many wrote in to say that the ‘Physical Spirit’ we spoke of last week, is known as ‘The Innate’. Your response I imagine would be ‘What’s in a name? Labels are labels, nothing more’.

Good morning to you, Blossom. You, of course, are correct.

Ok, so, there are things I could discuss with you, yet, feel I get a ‘No’. Why is this?

Blossom, there are many that have found our discussions recently … many who have followed for years. Each Soul on their own journey of discovery. Some of the topics you would like to discuss are not appropriate for ‘general consumption’, as many are not ready to absorb certain information.

Yet, is that not holding others back who are ready?

Seek and thou shalt find. Information that comes to one, comes in the right time for their Soul’s understanding. Besides, it is up to the individual to nourish their Being with their own Truth at any given time.

One may hear of a particular subject matter and not know whether to believe its Truth. So, they may go to another to ask if it is True or not. This is not about ‘believing’ who is right or wrong … and taking a particular ‘source’s’ info as Truth and another’s not. This is about feeling for the self what is Truth.

Yet, what if one cannot feel into something and Truly doesn’t know?

Blossom, do you remember when you asked us about Flat Earth and you were not happy with our answer, because we said … ‘For those who think it is flat, it is flat. For those who think it is round, it is round’.

I do indeed.

This is OUR TRUTH. That was OUR answer, for we understand the bigger picture.

Doesn’t help us none though, does it? … With respect, my friends!

Yes. It does. You believe what you want to believe … because it feels right for you.

Yet, does ‘it feeling right for me’ make it a Truth?

For you, Yes. At the time of it feeling right for you.

YOUR TRUTHS CAN CHANGE … AS YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF THE TRUTH EXPANDS.

Oh Lord! It is only 7.30 in the morning. Not sure I am up for one of these types of conversations!

And this is why we do not go into the depths that many require. The world that you know yourself to live in, the world that you ‘think’ you are living in … is YOUR world. Not another’s.

What you think you create. You know how the manifestation system works, Blossom.

Yes, I do. Yet, my friends, my family, are in that same world as me.

Yet, living in their world. Their creation.

Yet, I am in their world and they in mine. If we are in our own ‘video game’, how come we can also be in each other’s?

Because that is what the individual has created.

Blossom, we can feel already, your mind wondering what to ask next. So, at the risk of disappointment, we shall terminate this subject.

THE TRUTH IS THAT YOU ARE LOVE.

Whether you are living upon a flat Earth or a round one, a horizontal one, or a vertical one. Whether you are in your own simulation or someone else’s. Whether you live under a dome or not under a dome. Whether everything is an illusion or not.

Any, any, any, anything is not what is important.

Any, any, any, anything does not matter … in your reality … that perhaps is …  or is not … real!

BECAUSE … EVERY, EVERY, EVERYTHING IS LOVE.

THAT IS WHAT MATTERS.

We understand that many of you become so frustrated when we repeat and repeat and repeat.

This is the only way to keep you on track as to why you are here upon your Planet Earth.

IN ALL THINGS … THROUGHOUT ALL CONFUSIONS AND MISUNDERSTANDINGS …

RETURN TO LOVE.

ONLY LOVE.

There is so much that is impossible for you to understand within the confines of your particular reality. It was not designed for you to UNDERSTAND ALL.

If you did, your Soul would not gain that which it has desired to experience. 

We suggest that you ‘Let go’ of the ‘Wondering whys.’

KNOW … YOU ARE LOVE AND THAT YOU ARE UPON EARTH TO BE IT … IN ORDER TO CHANGE EARTH’S VIBRATION INTO THE WORLD THAT YOU KNOW LOVE IS.

Yet, it is within us to want to know the why’s and wherefores and what lies we are being told.

And that is why, the Vibration of your Planet is changing rapidly … in order for you to find out about these lies.

So much is coming to Light, is it not?

Yes, and that is why we are left wondering what is True and what is not.

Dearest Blossom, Dearest Souls … YOU … BY BEING YOU … BY UNDERSTANDING YOU ARE LIGHT … ARE ENABLING HIGHER ENERGIES TO ENTER IN.

These Higher Energies, although they maybe ‘temporarily interfering’ with your ‘make up’ … are allowing these Truths to be revealed.

The darkness has no chance of retrieving its power because of this.

Therefore, all the lies they have spun, to hide the TRUE LIGHT OF DAY … HAVE to come up and be presented as the darkness falls away.

At the moment … trickles of Truth are being uncovered and spreading throughout your Planet to those who are awake and searching for Truth.

There shall be a time … when such ‘discoveries’ will be known throughout by all.

FOR THE FULL TRUTH IS TO BE REVEALED.

All this takes time. It … will not/cannot … be an overnight revelation. Chaos would reign if this were so.

Little by little, the Divine Plan is moving towards full disclosure of EVERYTHING that has taken place upon your Planet.

Yet … there needs to be a Grand Shift in order for that to take place.

Are you talking here of past mentions of ‘An Event’ … ‘A Happening’ etc?

We are talking of preliminary shifts that will awaken many more.

For instance, lately, there has been a ‘partial’ shift.

Energies have Heightened for the Greater Good.

And boy, have I felt them! Every time I lay down and close my eyes, it’s like I’m spinning backward through a vortex. Trying to get my balance when standing, is like being drunk. Voices sounding like the amplifier is turned up to high … I’ve never felt such strong Energies.

As is the same for many, Blossom. When you KNOW it is a ‘simple’ matter of your physical Beings adjusting, then you let go of fear. For those who don’t know … trips to the medical profession ensue.

More of these shall be taking place on a regular basis … yet, they are not THE EVENT.

As we say … they are a means to working up towards VAST CHANGES.

It’s bizarre …  in that so many, many, many, people are going through their own individual upheavals on a deep Heart scale. Everyone I know is going through something and folk are writing in saying the same … and yet, there seems to be an Inner Strength arising from that. Difficult to explain.

Let us assist. These ‘Undertakings’ are part and parcel of your arising. All that is ‘given’ to an individual to deal with, is part of that Soul’s plan. Agreements made beforehand.

Nothing is by chance.

Reasonings may not be apparent ‘ever’ in a lifetime … or, they may immediately, or, at some point, be understood.

Either way … it is for your Highest Good and the Greater Good of All.

Small matters, surely though, wouldn’t be for the Greater Good of All.

Yes, Blossom. Everything … and the way you choose to adapt and move through … is for the Highest Good of All.

Many would agree that the way one is approaching matters large or small, is of a ‘Different intelligence of the Heart’ than one would have done before.

See in this, the Growth of Soul. The accepting of Self Light.

Oh, that feels so beautiful. The accepting of self Light. Thank you.

Yet, it is the Truth Blossom. Each SOUL is beginning to really and Truly ‘GET IT’.

They are FEELING who they are. Not wishing … not hoping … not wanting to be … yet …

TRULY KNOWING THIS LIGHT LOVE OF SELF.

Within that … one becomes more determined to play their part.

This KNOWING … is something the Soul has been patiently waiting for.

THIS ACCOMPLISHMENT … THIS RECOGNITION OF SELF POWER MAKES ALL THE DIFFERENCE TO WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU CARRY ON.

IN LIGHT.
IN LOVE.
IN TRUTH.

TRUST THAT WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW WILL BE PRESENTED TO YOU WHEN YOU NEED TO KNOW IT.

TRUST IN YOU.

TRUST IN YOUR FEELINGS.

TRUST IN THE DIVINE PLAN …

IN THE KNOWING YOU ARE WONDEROUS BEINGS OF LIGHT … residing on Planet Earth … Serving it … Serving others … Serving yourselves … in order to BRING YOUR PLANET INTO …

A BRIGHTER LIGHTER BEING OF LOVE.

Thanks, Guys. I really enjoyed today. It flowed so easily. Right … breakfast! In Gratitude. In Loving Service. I AM!


Blossom Goodchild

 
 
 

Tuesday, February 4, 2025

Takings

Takings

The Great Quantum Transition

By Lev

Posted on February 4, 2025
 
 


Here is the another taking of Co-Creators, Earth, self and free will, shared by the young woman who recently woke up. Without comments… From the first person…

I remember well the moment of awakening, the flash of inner energy. A white beam burst powerfully from the lower chakra upward through the crown and all the centers. It happened very quickly, but I was allowed to look at this process slowly. I could scroll back and forth on the screen and look at the details. The chakras shined like bright suns under the ray. The lower ones have become very light, transparent and weightless, without carrying any burden.

Most of the energy has moved to the upper part. The area of the heart chakra was on fire, the energy was in the throat, head, and crown, and formed around a large field. Might streams ran throughout the body, as if through a neural network, and small suns continued to flash and explode, and their prominences shot out in all directions. It was like a nuclear chain reaction, but only a harmonious and creative. The energy increased more and more. It illuminated and dissolved everything inside my body and outside, filling the entire space.

After all these explosions, something burst in the solar plexus, and from there, a powerful white beam shot out like a laser, but much wider. Like from the heroine of the Fifth Element in the climactic scene. I felt that could do anything now. I saw all my real power and how it harmoniously fits into the space. I realized that the main thing is just to BE for others. This is what makes everything else harmonious. Then, exhausted, I lay down and a little later fell asleep…I woke up crying, my pillow was wet, and tears rolling down my face…

Since then, I often see two streams permeating the infinite multidimensionality: golden and blue that have no polarity, and are carriers of undistorted energies of the Source and the Absolute. Representatives of both streams, of their own free will, can voluntarily incarnate in high and low densities. In very heavy physical worlds, their task is to carry and transmit Love and primordial energies that are native to everyone and are taken as the energies of Home.

And it doesn’t matter if we live the experience in very stiff layers, where its existence is denied, or somewhere in high dimensions. In any world, if a Soul undergoing an experience needs help for some reason, which, for example, the Guardians cannot provide, they or the Higher Self will direct to such a being. The representatives of the golden stream act through the Spark of the Source. If a person enters their field, then either a reconfiguration occurs, or some codes are activated, or something similar. Those of the blue stream act through consciousness. By voice and thoughts, they transmit knowledge that, even from a distance, can awaken, activate, ignite and inspire.

In the Universe, there are many conscious beings, who, like me, decided to undergo an individual experience, challenges and exploring selves and their multidimensionality from all sides. Some resemble orbs with Spark that exited from the Source, but are remotely connected to It. Some came out from the Absolute as threads, moving through the Universe. And all the experience that they accumulate settles on top of the flow of primary energies that they carry.

Their main task is not to test selves and their multidimensionality, but to help others. That is, first of all, they are focused on others, and only then, on I Am. Such Souls also accumulate personal experience, but continue to serve as a pure energy channel. For example, my friend closed his cosmic memory for thirty years, and all this time, he was interested in just living the life of an ordinary man. But at some point, his memory opened up, and he started fulfilling the task of his Soul. And instantly, the world around him reflected his new state and taking. Out of nowhere, new people have appeared, communication has widened, and everyone offers help on their own.

I am not interested in living alone. I have seen myself in Hyperborea, Ancient Egypt, and here, in this country, and everywhere, I incarnated to serve as channel, to perform such a function. And if I lived other than my mission, it was always Love and interaction with people, and in every new life, I did it again and again. I feel good only when next someone and can share my energy, glow and my Light with others who needs it.

Other aspects of life on this planet are also interesting to me, but not so much. That’s probably why I didn’t completely close my multidimensional memory. As soon as I fulfilled the required minimum in the Earth’s school, I immediately began to move in the direction of people and things that could help me fully awaken. Going through toughness, crashing on the asphalt and getting up off my knees isn’t me. I’m not that way. I am We, and prefer to be with someone and do something for them and live together without polarity.

I’m aware that some Souls like separation, loneliness, and polarities, when through “there are only enemies around”, they rise to the upper layers of consciousness and live like on a swing. This is interesting to my friend, my dad and my mom in various aspects. Ma carries the codes of blue energies, awakens people through consciousness, through voice, and through reason. And on top of the blue stream, her personal experience accumulates, in addition to the tasks of her Soul. She had lived on Earth more than once and always wanted to come back for gaining a new experience.

My Dad is part of the golden stream, in which every Soul also seeks a personal self-challenge, to withstand something harsh and extreme, like wars, separation, struggle and overcoming them. But inside he carries a current that awakens people through the presence in his field, through communication with him.

Unlike my parents, I could wake up earlier and avoid a lot of unnecessary things that wouldn’t have brought me pleasure but would force me to take a detour in a few years. I just came to what I am and why I’m here faster. My folks helped me much.

My Pa is partially detached from the golden channel, but he continues to broadcast its energies. Therefore, in this taking, he equal values helping people and gaining personal experience, paying attention to himself and his family. As for me, I am not separated from this stream. I am fully in it, which is why I focus more on people and less on myself.

Now I know that in this life everything will be much easier for me than for many others, because they completely isolated and concentrated solely on selves, their problems, and came to Earth for working and growing through erroneous taking, suffering, pain, and overcoming. Our fate is in our hands. Our Guardians help us, but they never interfere in our decisions. We are completely free how to think, act and live in this life.

Usually, people’s task of incarnation is to choose how they want to live and see what happens. Our Higher Self is interested in seeing how we behave afterwards, so we always have a wide range of choice. My taking differs. I’m here not for myself, but to serve others. I understand that I have fewer choices, but know that Creators are guiding me. I feel their constant presence beside me, a golden channel filled with the warm energy of Love and harmony.

Lev

Tuesday, February 13, 2024

What Place Gentleness in a World at War?

What Place Gentleness in a World at War?

by Steve Beckow

Posted on February 13, 2024


Ibn Arabi: “To know God is not an easy matter, until one becomes a knower of one’s self.” (1)

Al-Ghazzali: “He who knows himself knows God.”  (2)

The illusory, apparently-individuated entity known as the “Self” is like a Babushka doll.

Whatever its original form might have been, that’s the largest of the dolls. And we in Fourth Dimensionality are the smallest.

But, I believe, they’re nested inside of each other in a non-physical way which I couldn’t possibly describe or understand.

We’re out here in the cold and rain and the door into the locked warmth of the interior of the Babushka Doll has this sign over it: “The Heart.”

We want back in to the light and warmth. Who’s got the key to this door?

Well, of course, the Divine Mother does. And, along with her, our archangel does, and our Higher Self, all agents of the Mother’s Will. (3)

We look back and we see that we approached the door by Awareness Avenue. Others are beginning to congregate now, also wet and cold, some coming from Service Avenue; others from down Wisdom Street. All wanting in at the door.

***

Let me spin the metaphor a little longer.

I can only talk about Awareness Avenue.

We cannot become a knower of God until we become a knower of the self.  It could not possibly be that God is everything and not us. Since everything is God, if we know ourselves as deeply as is possible, we should eventually know God. God is the residuum, the default, behind all appearances.

Moreover, we now know that things are provided for us along the way, to make things easier or speed our journey. Channeled messages, spiritual experiences, mentors, books falling off shelves, suggestions whispered in our ears. (4)

We’re not being asked to do something exotic – climb a mountain or cross a river. We’re asked to know, most deeply, the very thing we carry around with us night and day and use for everything – our very own self.

Example: Since our feelings don’t last, they cannot be what we’re looking for (God).  But our divine states don’t flee as quickly. They bear looking into as a stairstep to God.

And, yes, at some point we have to stop looking. It’s only brush-clearing. If we keep on past its point of usefulness, we busy the very thing we’re looking for: The “I” that’s looking is the “I” we’re looking for!

Crazy-making!

***

If something is not divine, or God, it will disappear when the truth of it is known. An upset will disappear when the truth of it is known. A headache or other pain may lift when its true message is known. (Maybe not. I’m not a doctor.)

The opposite is also true: I for instance am fond of using the phrase “a pain in the butt.” I now have a slipped lower disc which is causing … you got it … a pain in the butt. No accidents.

Or if you prefer the path of love to address an upset, love it and it will release its grip and gradually pass away: This too shall pass. Resist it and it will hold onto you forever: What we resist persists. (5)

***

Using the truth as our machete, we clear away the brush of our misconceptions, revealing the Truth that is and was already there. Well, that’s my preferred route, as a writer.

At Xenia, gazing upon the Self, I felt my own native purity and innocence (I can feel it now).  We labor under the memory of countless lifetimes of errors and mistakes, which burden us like Morley’s chain. (6)

But free of that burden through, as Kathleen points out, the forgiveness of everything, we are as pure and innocent as her granddaughter Amelia.

Just here. Without a care in the world. Just love and curiosity.

Can you imagine that that’s you? Because, deep down, it is.

Raising the ways of the self to awareness causes them to lift, if they’re held in place by anything other than love – such as jealousy, strategizing, fear, etc. Underneath them, we’re all just like Amelia.

Only love persists eternally. And that same love, in ways that are beyond my understanding, turns out to be the essence of who we are, now liberated from the endless desiring of the ephemeral self.

Footnotes

(1) Muhyideen Ibn Arabi, Kernel of the Kernel. trans. Ismail Hakki Bursevi. Sherborne: Beshara, n.d., 3.

(2) Al-Ghazzali, The Alchemy of Happiness. trans. Claud Field. Lahore: ASHRAF, 1971; c1964, 19.

(3) See Our Enlightenment Partnership at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Our-Enlightenment-Partnership-4.pdf

(4) See Our Enlightenment Partnership at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Our-Enlightenment-Partnership-5.pdf

(5) Werner Erhard.

(6) Morley was Scrooge’s deceased business partner, now dragging around the chain of his misdeeds and heartlessness while on Earth.

Steve Beckow

 

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

Let’s Go! Let’s Grow!

Let’s Go! Let’s Grow!

by Steve Beckow

Posted on January 17, 2024

Part 1 (Part 2 below)


Long and reflective.

A lot of interesting conversations going on backstage, stirred up by Matthew’s last message.  One piece of feedback that arose was that I’m being too intellectual in trying to understand spiritual states.

While we’re all recovering from the holidays, maybe it’s a good time to push back the chair and reflect. And here I’m about to be intellectual. This is the exploration that the comment raised. Just a reflection.

For me, as you know, there are three levels of knowledge: the intellectual, the experiential, and the realized.  (1)

Let me just dwell on one part of that division for a moment.

I have no control over realization. I freely wander into cognitive dissonance to court paradigmatic breakthrough. (2) I ask for realization. I meditate. But that state is bestowed by the Mother, her archangels, our guides, the masters, etc.

I can describe aspects of it. Realization brings release plus bliss. It’s the bliss that lifts us up to a place where simple knowledge there is seen as realization here.

But I have to be careful. My excursions into higher states do not make me a spiritual teacher. Nor do I want to be one. I’m a writer.

***

I still feel reflective. May I unwind?

When I enter a new field, I say to you that I’m establishing a beachhead of understanding about that field. (3) The beachhead is just a landing zone and may be totally abandoned later on.

If I were a non-dualist, I’d jump for joy that I know nothing and have an empty mind. I would just allow things to be rather than establish a beachhead of understanding, which would be seen as limiting me.

But I’m a dualist this lifetime. I serve the Divine Mother. For that I need understanding and the ability to communicate. Sitting in the cloud of unknowing is not appropriate for me in this go-round.

I need to communicate. To do that I need to stay within the universe of discourse of you, the reader I serve. That can mean reducing the ineffable into the language of the day.

I won’t for instance suddenly lapse into an erudite explanation of quantum physics, even if I knew anything about the subject, which I don’t. (I think this article is erudite enough for folks who are working and raising children.)

As a writer I deal in ideas and the ideas need to be comprehensible to my readers.

But the heart of the feedback was that I was being too intellectual. In spirituality it seems either to boil down to a matter of the heart or a matter of balance. Either way you end up in the same place: The tsunami of love that flows in the heart.

If I can develop that feedback, however, it means, to me, staying too much within the orbit of ideas; never escaping and going higher. It means too often reducing living, breathing entities to ideas, which is a task beyond delicate and perhaps impossible.

The emphasis is on the “too much.”  The emphasis is on leaving the center,  the balance point, the heart and wandering off into the extremes of passion, clouded judgment, and abandoned caution.

That’s fine if you’re a young person breaking free of your parents – whoopee!  But a lightworker committed to service? I think we agree to give up those.

If I want to pierce through the cloud of ideas to the experience of it, no matter what we’re looking at, I have to feel into it with the heart.

(Concluded in Part 2, below.)

Footnotes

(1) See:

NB:

“Truth begins as intellectual knowledge, but can never manifest into expression until realized.” (“The Arcturian Group via Marilyn Raffaele. January 10, 2016,” January 11, 2016, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/01/11/the-arcturian-group-via-marilyn-raffaele-january-10-2016/.)

(2) See Paradigmatic Breakthrough: Essays in New-Age Philosophy at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/10/Paradigmatic-Breakthrough-4.pages.pdf and “Paradigmatic Breakthrough as a Type of Spiritual Realization,” October 11, 2020, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=313922.

(3)  See:


OK, OK, some abandon is healthy!

(Concluded from Part 1, above.)

A word about awareness and “getting in touch with” something.

In a three-month residential encounter group I did in 1975-6, even critics who were habitually driven to point out blemishes “got in touch with” what was driving them  And it turned out they were just like everyone else except starved for listening and validation.

Getting in touch with a matter frees us from it. Feedback is what assists us with the process.

Awareness has that property, as Jesus tells us here:

Jesus: You have to realize that consciousness is something very powerful. It is much more than a passive registering of an emotion – consciousness is an intense creative force. …

Consciousness is not something static; things do not remain as they are. You will notice that if you do not nourish the energy of the emotion or of your judgment about it, they will gradually dissipate. …

Awareness transforms – it is the major instrument for change. (1)

We’re talking about simple, bare awareness. We’re not talking about having a good idea or analyzing the unanalyzable (love, for instance). And we’re certainly not talking about arguing over something, which, multiplied, leads us to where we are now, in a war of exchange, reduced to arguments, compressed into memes. Not many signs of intelligent life here, as the comedian said.

As a social movement, the path of awareness became “consciousness raising.” We need to re-acquire their tools we left behind some time ago (1982, to be exact). (2)

Raise something to simple, bare, non-judgmental awareness and allow it to be while observing it and you’ll see the issue leave more quickly than otherwise, because of our awareness.

Additionally, you, sitting there passively, paying attention to it but allowing it to do its own thing, is like raising your hand when greeting. It shows you have no (intellectual) weapon in it.

You’re not wrestling with the issue; if you were, it’d remain forever. What we resist persists, as Werner Erhard said. What we allow leaves under its own steam.

***

Well, that was a rewarding stock-taking for me. Yes, I am very intellectual.

I’m dealing with whole-system interpretations and analyses. What experiential knowledge would look like at this level of generality, I’m not sure I know. I find myself chuckling at the assignment.

As I look at my intellectuality, turning it like a diamond in my mind, I see it has a quality of maleness to it. Pushing through to the heart of the matter, wrapping my  arms around a subject, etc. Very male.

I think someone raised female might do a better job. (3)

Either way, let’s settle back, into the task. Put on the coffee.

Let’s go! Let’s grow!

Footnotes

(1) “Jeshua: The Third Way” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/01/jeshua-the-third-way/.

(2) The recession of 1982 was the first instance I’m aware of of a “jobless recovery.” The forces promoting automation used the recession to shed now-obsolescent labor.

They instantly created a buyer’s market for labor, not only comprised of large numbers of people who had lost their jobs, but also large numbers of people who had lost their careers, professions, etc. Unions collapsed.

The attitude was uncaring, much like the mood of the vaccination discourse today.

“Stop finding yourself, pal,” one commentator chimed in; “It’s time to get back to work — if you still have a job, that is.” (David Olive, “The New Hard Line,” Report on Business Magazine, Oct. 1991, 15.)

Masking it as the depradations of a recession allowed it all to happen with no thought being given to the welfare and wellbeing of the people affected.

Now the QFS will automate the financiers and the circle will be complete: The automators will have been automated.

(3) Having written this and looked it over, I see the point. I am intellectual. Hopefully not so much that I create what Michael was worried about – I lose my reader.

Archangel Michael: If you venture, as you would often like, too far ahead of the crowd, then who are you speaking to? (Archangel Michael in. a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Aug. 21, 2015.)


Steve Beckow